Lucy's POV
It's been a week and I'm still ecstatic about Linus saying my name... His new cover of Photograph was pure perfection, it literally gave me the strength to carry on. I love him so much. I just wish he'd notice me... I've made friends with a few other fans of Linus, they are all so sweet, but I'm slightly jealous that they have all been noticed by Linus and I haven't.
Another few days go by, school is dreadful as always, but it's the summer holidays after next week and I can't wait. I can spend all day watching Linus's covers and it means I won't miss a live stream! I fall even more in love with him as I get to know more about him everyday. I hurts that I can't tell him, and I know he'd never feel the same.
I get out my notebook, where I write down all my songs that I've written. All my thoughts and feelings go in there. I've never shown anyone and I probably never will, they're too personal. I have an idea for a chorus and I start to write...
(A/N this not my song, this is taken from Ed Sheerans beautiful new song How Would You Feel)
How would you feel
If I told you I loved you
It's just something that I want to do
I'm taking my time, spending my life
Falling deeper in love with you
So tell me that you love me too
I wish I could sing this to Linus, it just puts all of my feelings towards him in one place. All I want is for him to love me too.
I'm flicking through the pages I've written in my memories (A/N any 1D fans 😉😂) I read some of my other songs, there's one called 'If I Let You Go'...
(A/N again, not one of mine, this is by Westlife)
Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can't get you out my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching
But I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I never felt so much love before
I wish I could find the courage to show you how much you mean to me Linus. You are the only thing that makes me smile. The only thing that I can count on. It kills me to know that we will never be together...
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One In a Million - a Linus Bruhn Story
FanficThis is my first ever story! I noticed that there aren't many Linus Bruhn fanfics around, so I thought I'd try writing one. Lucy pretended to be normal. She pretended to blend in. She pretended to be like everyone else and fit in, when all she longe...
