***Scarlet***
He said he loved me.
He said he knew me.
These- These feelings I didn't know what to think....Where they good? Where they bad? What should I be thinking. What did he want from me? What should I do?
I couldn't go to anyone. I had nobody. I knew the others wouldn't understand, they never did. I just needed someone to talk to, needed some one to listen. They had no clue they would sit there and just say 'Its okay, we understand' when they really don't. They don't fucking know anything.
Ceal...Ceal was different, I mean I didn't know him but I knew he was. I wanted to find him, I wanted him to find me, I knew he had some power....I think it was mind reading how else would he know what I was thinking? Shit...What if he could hear me now? What if he was still here....fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!
