I miss you & I'm sorry

Ch4

Gerard had been having stomach pains,he told frank and frank told him to go to the doctor. Gerard insisted he was ok, but frank knew he wasn't.Gerard's pain had gotten worse,frank then couldn't take seeing Gerard like this he insisted that he should go to the doctor but he never listened.Then a few days later Gerard collapsed from over dosing on pain killers, frank called 911 and frank had been by his side ever since.After a couple of days in the hospital Gerard was healthy,but he had to be put in a coma because the doctors couldn't find what was wrong with him.A week past and frank was getting worried about Gerard, "geebear if you can hear me I just wanna say I love you more than anything".Frank was back and forth between the hospital and home,frank started to get suicidal agin because of his depression. Frank started cutting agin,but he hid the scars so if Gerard came out of his coma he wouldn't see them. Then one day the doctor pulled frank to the side,and told him Gerard might die cause his heart was failing. "What! his heart is failing no please tell me your just playing with me please","I'm sorry Mr.Iero but it's sadly the truth,we're doing the best we can to save him I know you love him dearly but it's true"."NO HE'S GOING TO LIVE I KNOW HE WILL..HE'S GONNA LIVE!!!"frank said screaming and crying because of the news. Frank then went back in Gerard's room and shut the door, got out his blade and pulled up his sleeve and looked at his mangled up arm with fading and the fresh scars. Then out of the corner of his eye he sees Gerard's hand move,he brushes it off cause he didn't believe it then he places the blade on his skin dragging it slowly across trying to make it deeper.Tears fall down on to his arm and make the pain turn into a stinging pain,then he hears a noise come from the heart rate monitor.Frank instantly bolts up out of the chair, blood dropping on the smooth tile floor from his fresh cut. Gerard's heart rate was going down "NO GEE PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME I NEED YOU PLEASE!" Frank then starts to feel light headed from all the yelling then everything turns black. "Gerard,wear are you?hello anyone out there?", Then everything comes back and he wakes up in a hospital gown.