I miss you & I'm sorry

Ch6

After a few weeks had past ever since frank woke up,the doctors had gave him medication for his depression but frank refused to take it. So frank and Gerard were back at home,when Gerard realized he needed to pick up groceries. "Frankie if you need me call or text me I'm going to get groceries love you","ok gee bear I love you too" Gerard then kisses frank on the cheek making him smile. Even though frank was severely depressed that day,he had a smile because of Gerard. But even Gerard couldn't help him now, he had over dosed on pills before Gerard woke up, he couldn't help it he felt like he needed it. A few minutes after Gerard left,frank got up to go to the bathroom and collapsed on the tile floor.
Time skip
When Gerard got home he didn't hear frank come over to help him get the groceries out of the car, so Gerard started looking around to see if he fell asleep in bed but then he saw franks foot sticking out of the door of the bathroom and then dashed over and saw frank laying on the floor. He instantly checked to see if he could feel a pulse but he was to late frank had died. Gerard felt a tear fall from his eye as he held on to franks lifeless body and cried and screamed."NO FRANKIE WHY ITS ALL MY FAULT I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT YOU ALONE!!",Gerard cried until he fainted from shortness of breath.Gerard then woke up he was still holding on to franks lifeless body and held him close and kissed him on the lips but it didn't feel the same,Gerard felt like a pile of bricks fell on him and the stinging of pain and heart ache hit him like a bullet through the chest.
Time skip
It was the day of franks funeral and Gerard felt so lonely,he hadn't scene franks smile or touched his soft skin in days. He hadn't felt his soft lips pressed together with his, he had cried everyday scence the day frank died. He hadn't heard his beautiful voice that made him smile so much it hurt,all he felt was emptiness nothing but emptiness.When everybody got to the funeral every body said they were sorry for him, but Mikey tried his best to help his brother but he knew that he was broken without frank.Mikey sat next to him at the funeral and while people were talking about frank Gerard starts crying,Mikey gave Gerard tissues and whipped away his big brothers tears of heart break and loneliness.