This letter took me a long time to write, it's not easy to find the words...
Oh my God, Jenna. Why, why didn't you tell me. I'm definitely not one to be speechless, you know me-knew me, I guess. There's nothing more to say when one day you're told someone needed you and you weren't there. I wasn't there. I wasn't there, and this'll never leave me. Why'd you do it, I live ten feet away from you, I sat in my car silently awaiting for Josh as you took pill after pill and made cut after cut. I should've known that your uncle would come back, I should've seen the scars. Goddamn it, Jenna. Don't leave me.
For God's sake, we were real. We were real and you deserved to feel like more than a beard. You deserved to hear the answers to all the questions you wrote.
I hate myself. Not for being who I am, but forgetting who you were. You were the tear in my heart that I couldn't leave for more than a moment, before everything called me back.
You must hate Josh. He got answers when you didn't. People didn't hate you, Jenna. Well...maybe I can't speak when it made you do this. Made you leave me.
Nothing'll ever cut me further than this, Jenna.
I'm so sorry.
-forever yours, Tyler Joseph
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Letters To A Gay Ex Boyfriend // Tyler Joseph
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