Once a cutter,
Always a cutter,
Even if you stop cutting,
You will always miss it.I'm sorry if this offends anyone. But personally in my opinion it's true. I use to cut 2 years ago and that's how long I've been clean, I think. It's around that time. But anyways I miss it and I still get that feeling to put my blade against my skin and cut. I've tried numbing my skin with ice, I've done that eraser challenge thing. But nothing worked. I told my counselor before I stopped going that I didn't think of self harming anymore, but obviously I still do.
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