G H E T T O

GHETTO (20)

Mystery

Yeah, knowing that when she took that pill she was gone kill our child did hurt. We not ready though. Yes, I love J and I want her to have all my children.

I stared as she slept peacefully. After our luh encounter she took her ass right to sleep. I stayed up but ended up dosing off.

I rubbed her stomach in circles.

I had to do my thing, I do my thing, I spread my wings. For Myesha, for Myesha, I had a crush when you was real. We eat Benihanas for breakfast, we got a chef at the crib. We got a semi auto, you the desperado, this a motherfuckin' trip...

My phone rung. The caller ID was private but I still answered

Me -"Speak!"

## -" Hey." The soft voice spoke

Me -"who this is?"

## -"it's um Brianna."

Everything got quite.... I Was so called supposed to be her first love and vice versa but I never said I loved her. I never even thought about her like that, we just took each other virginity. Basically I used her for the sex. I found out she was De FUCKIN LUSIONAL then Something ended up happening to her. That's a long story but this my first time talkin to her in years.

Brianna -" umm hello." She knocked me out of thought

Me -"Uhh yeah, how you get my number?"

Brianna -"Your mother um can we meet up somewhere. "

Me -"nah I'm good you can say what you gotta say over the phone."

Brianna -"I think my son is yours."

Me -"yeah and I don't. Bitch don't call. My phone no more." I hung up my phone

"Who was that baby.." I heard J mumble sleepily

"Nobody you need to worry about. I woke you" she nodded

"I'm sorry." I said and kissed her. She hopped up and went to the bathroom.

"You ready?" She asked coming out the bathroom with the pills. I shook my head no.

"I love you!" She told me as she started to straddle me

"I love you too!" I said and rubbed her stomach. She took the pill out and held it in her hand.

"I don't wanna do it Mystery. " She told me.

"And I don't want you to do it. But we gotta think what's best. " She nodded and took the pill. I thought of what would have happened if she kept it.

"Promise me one thing.." I spoke

"What?"

"You gone have my first child."

"I promise. Tell me something?"

"Anything?"

"Who is Brianna?"

"I lost my virginity to her and she lost hers to me but we wasn't neva in no relationship. She wanted to be soo bad. I'm supposed to be her first love .. but your mines." A smiled crossed her face as she blushed. A big wide one. "But long story short she crazy, and something happened to her she left. "

"Love makes you do crazy things.. so she might not be crazy. Then again you are her first love soo she don't know how to cope. Probably never had love....."

J's Birthday (December 18th)

I poured the OJ in the green cup and sat it on the tray. Yeah I cooked for her. I Cooked oatmeal, pancakes, bacon, sausage and toast and put powdered sugar on it. I had to put timers on everything so nothing would get burnt. But for the first time a real nigga did good.