G H E T T O

GHETTO (50)

(( May 21 ))

Mystery

I starred at J as she Straddled me. For once I was actually awake. Usually our days be like I wake up at 2 pm and we go have fun, eat, then I come back take a shower, then I'm back sleep before 11. Today I woke J up outta her sleep cause I was bored.

"Are we just gone sit and stare at each other?" She asked.

"I mean I don't have a problem with that. " I shrugged

"So you woke me up so we can stare at each other at 8 in the morning. "

"No. I'm bored. "

"And what am I supposed to do about that?"

"Entertain me. It's raining so I can't go nowhere. "

"I'm sleepy. " She pouted lay back on my chest. "Just go to sleep. "

"I'm not sleepy. "

"You act like you my child. "

"No I don't. We can make some though. " I gripped her ass after slapping it

"Now rub it cause that hurt. "she Whined.

"I gotta Question."

"Ask. I might be able to answer. " I kept quiet for a Lil bit before I asked.

"Why you take me back?" I was curious, I really was. I played with the rim of her shorts Waitin on an answer.

"Despite everything I will go through with you, my love for you will always be present. I felt and still feel like we were or are together for a reason and I wanna find that reason. I wanna know why I love you the way I do and why I fall under you the way I do. Sometimes I wonder why'd you choose me outta any and everybody. I missed you and every time I'd see you and you had hickies or hugged me smelling like somebody else, I'd get jealous and wonder why I didn't let us work the cheating situation out. We could have , but me not wanting to be more hurt than I already was, I let you go and one day I just know I'm not gone take you back so I want us to enjoy what we have more so we can look back in what we used to have later. " I was taking her answer in Understanding but that made another question come up.

"Do you trust me?" I blurted not being able to catch myself.

"I don't know, truly. I believe I'm gone push you away because I don't know if I trust you or not. I don't want that to happen. "

"That's not gone happen. As much as you push me away, I'll of only be getting closer. I give you my heart only thing I ask for you to do is not break it, step on it, and throw that shit away. I had that happen before I don't want it to happen again. I apologise in advance for everything I'ma put you through cause I know it's gone be Alot. I love you and that's a passion for me , I don't want that to Change. "

"I love you too. " She said before kissing my jaw. I wrapped my arms around her body after turning on SpongeBob cause I know that's what her childish ass wanted to watch.

For the rest of the day we watched movies and ate snacks from downstairs. Just spending time like this with J satisfied me. We didn't have to be having a long ass Conversation or be out spending money or fuckin to enjoy each other and that's what I loved about her.

Two Days Later (( May 23 ))

Today is our last day in Florida. It's was fun and everything Buud Im ready to get back to the A. We'd already packed or clothes so we can enjoy our last few hours here and once we were ready to go we'd just leave.

"What you tryna do before we leave?" I asked her.

"Ion know buud I saw something about wonderworks in a brochure. Its not too far from here, we can check that out. " She said putting some socks on.