The outcast

The shock.

  People often think that your soul mate is your perfect fit. And that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you your own attention so you can change your life. 

                                                                       ~Elizabeth Gilbert

I woke up extra early today because it is the 18th birthday and initiation of our new alpha Cole and I have to make his favourite breakfast before he wakes up or its hell to pay. Just as I finish I rushed out before they started the tormenting. Since they didn't think I would need a car because I needed to lose weight I have to walk to and from school everyday. 

Westfield high school is a place where I love and hate. Its a large ancient looking school that's spaced like a n L . Although the school was filled with my tormentors I loved school because I can escape in my sanctuary the library. No one ever goes to the library because to some werewolves books are the devil. While walking through the gray hallway I heard the heartless whispers about me from people that always judge me for my hideous body but never took a look at my heart. I reached my locker and was taking out my books when the most wonderful smell of chocolates and vanilla hit me . I followed it and saw the popular group in cafeteria cafeteria. As soon as I walked through Alpha Cole's head snapped up and his beautiful green met my dull brown eyes and then I knew he is my mate. 

It was like my feet didn't want to adhere to my command to run in the opposite direction. I stalked up to him and in a low whisper I said mate. By then all eyes were on me, my handsome mate just stood there looking like a Greek god with his mesmerizing green eyes, jet black hair and beautifully tanned skin. He walked up to me with a look of love in his eyes, his 6'6  stature towered over my chubby 5'6 frame. I felt a surge of happiness flow through for my mate was near. I slowly extended my chubby hand so I could feel his beautiful skin beneath my hand but before I touch his skin he held my hand in a hurtful grip. I looked him in the face and instantly regretted it, the face that once had a look of love held anger and disgust. With on swift move he shoved me to the ground a sadistic smile was on his face.

"Don't fucking call me your mate porky I could never be  mated with a fat disgusting slob like you. So stay the hell away from me before I kill you" Cole said. I've never felt such pain in my heart even when my parents died. I curled into a ball and cried on the floor like the pathetic pig I was. After an hour I saw a hand extending to help me up, my brother loves me again I'm sure he'll help me get my mate to accept me since they're best friends but he just harshly yanked me up and said " You are so damn pathetic, why would you embarrass me by lying about being Cole's mate in front . Your already a fat bitch now your a lying fat bitch, I wish you had died instead of mom and dad. WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO AND END YOUR PATHETIC LIFE!" And with that he just walked away leaving me shattered.