Realization

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One of man's greatest error in life is not realising the good things he had before he loses it

                                          ~unknown





Cole's POV


I was in the middle of having sex with Vivian when my ugly mate walked in on us, I didn't stop even though Sirus, my wolf was growling and demanding me to stop .I wanted the fatty to suffer for being my mate, I've always wanted my mate to be beautiful and both physically and emotionally strong to help me lead my pack which I would do anything to protect. 

To stop myself for feeling my mate's pain I kissed Vivian aggressively. Then I heard her leave my room quietly, all I have to do now is keep her in the pack so my wolf won't go into depression without his mate near him. After a couple of minutes I drifted asleep with my perfect girlfriend wrapped in my arms. 

A pain in my heart woke me up and Sirus starting pacing and growling in my head "find my fucking mate Cole, I can't feel her presence in the pack house" my wolf said. I smelled her scent faintly coming from the other side of the pack house, the first thing I felt when I approached the door to what I assume is the fatty's room is the coldness that is radiating from there. The door creaked when I opened it and I was shocked what I saw in that room, I knew we were treating her bad but I couldn't believe that she sleeps on a cardboard box on the floor with only one thin blanket to save her from this freezing room, I'm surprised she didn't get sick . I scanned the blank white walls until my eyes landed on two notes on her dresser I walked her and picked up the one that had my name on it 


Dear Cole,

                        You are my soul mate, my other half and the man that will always have a piece of my heart. Since I was a little I always dreamed of how my mate will be from His dashing good looks, charming personality that will always make me smile and the love and protection that he will shower over me. I was so happy that I had found you that day in school I was willing to forgive and forget all the horrible things you had done to me in the past. But I wasn't what you wanted and for that I am truly sorry that I didn't reach your expectations, I knew you hated me from the day you left me to shift alone and almost die but I still had a little hope that when you saw how strong my wolf was that you would accept me. 

Since that's never going to happen I am leaving you to live your life with Vivian, don't worry I won't come back and if I get killed then it will be for the best and I'm begging you to please protect my brother he may not love me but he's all I have left. Just know that I Annabelle Hendricks hate you more than life itself and regret ever meeting you a selfish and self centered man like you.

                            Your unwanted mate belle 


I couldn't believe she actually left, I always thought that I could enjoy myself with Vivian and then have her on the shadows loving me. " you selfish bastard you made our mate leave, I can't live without her wolf and you can't live without her" my wolf said with anger.

I couldn't believe that my mate hates me, the other half is gone is all my fault. My knees turned to jelly and I fell to the floor the pain is washing over me in waves. Syrus is howling in pain at the lost of our mate, he's scratching and clawing inside of my head causing me to have a serious headache. He was trying to take over my body with so much force I couldn't fight him. 

My claws and teeth extended and I let out a roar my beta ran into the room and stood back in fear. I was fighting Syrus to take back control I couldn't do anything he didn't fully shift we were stuck in between wolf and human form. He rushed down the stairs and started destroying everything in sight 

Syrus POV

I had to find my mate, she is prefect and she's mine. Cole is a fucking bastard for treating her like trash. When I find I will do everything in my power to make him treat her like the queen she is. After destroying a part of the pack house, Aaron was telling Vivian to calm me down since he thought she was my mate but she knew she wasn't my mate so she didn't dare step a foot towards me. I ripped out the back door and fully shift into my wolf form and ran into the forest in search of my mate.

I picked up her scent a couple of miles from the pack house, her scent passed our territory but I didn't care I passed it because her scent was getting stronger but something was different her natural scent was mixed with sweat and something else I can't place. I  ran faster till I found an opening of trees and saw my.............






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