Ever since me and grant split my life has changed so much. Its been a whole year since what happened. I had a beautiful baby girl her name is Gisselle Hope Gustin(below).
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I named her with grant last name because she looks so much like him same eyes nose smile just everything. As i was in the barnes and noble looking for a good book to read gisselle started fussing.
Y/n: aww baby its ok
I said and as she started crying i picked her up accidentally dropping her pink and black minnie mouse blanket.
Y/n: baby shhh
I said then sat down in the nearest chair rocking her back and forth hoping she would go back to sleep. But she wasn't she keep crying so she had to be hungry. I was reaching for her bottle but couldnt reach it until someone grabbed it.
???: here
I smiled
Y/n; thanks
Without looking at the person i grabbed her baby bottle and begin to feed her she opened her beautiful eyes.
???: is this hers too ?
Since gisselle stopped crying i could actually hear the person voice and i instantly knew who it was. I looked up at the person seeing it was grant. He looked in my eyes shocked that it was me. He looked at gisselle then back at me. I took the blanket from him and stood up.
Grant: uhh y/n how you been
I set gisselle in her carseat that was connected to her stroller.
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I put her pacifier in her mouth and she looked around before going to sleep.
Y/n: I've been good grant how about you
Grant; same....so is this your daughter
I nodded
Grant: she's beautiful
He said looking down at gisselle and gently rubbing the side of her cheek. I smiled.
Y/n: thank you....she's uhh yours grant
He looked at me quickly.
Grant: are you sure ? how do you know?
Y/n: i just know grant (softly) me and (clears throat) jay always used c-condoms..me and you didn't and plus she's 2 months now
He mumbled a "oh my god" under his breath then he looked at me.
Grant: can i ?
I nodded and he gently and carefully picked gisselle up he held her close tears forming in his eyes and same with me. He sat down with her and she opened her eyes looking at him and she reached her hand out grabbing his shirt in her small fist. She cooed before kicking her legs and smiling giggling. Making me and grant laugh a little. It felt so good to see them together. He leaned down kissing her forehead before saying..
Grant: i will always be here for you princess i love you
Gisselle giggled and it was just so adorable.
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Once me and grant got back to my house he spent practically the whole day playing and holding gisselle. As i went downstairs to check on them i saw grant sleep on the couch and gisselle sleep on his chest he had his arms around her little body and they both slept. I went over to them and gently took gisselle out of his arms then i brought her upstairs and into my room laying her in her crib then put a blanket over her. I got an blanket and pillow for grant since im guessing he is going to be sleeping over. I went downstairs and he was sitting up stretching.
Y/n: oh are you leaving
Grant: if you want me to
Y/n:..I don't want you to i got you some blankets and a pillow
Grant: thanks...im sorry
Y/n: for what
I said as i was putting down the blankets and pillow.
Grant: for letting you go
I looked at him confused.
Grant: i should've listened to you and we could've worked it out or went to couples therapy this past year has been so hard for me i thought about you 24/7 it was so difficult to not hear your voice or for you to wake me up by kissing me and to see your beautiful smile
I sat down next to him and he grabbed and held my hand. I blushed making him smile.
Y/n: i missed you too grant its been hard for me too especially with being a new parent i can already tell gisselle is going to always want to be around you when she gets older (giggles)
Grant: i want to be a family again y/n i want to always be able to see you and our babygirl every morning and every night i want to be able to hold you at night and take you out on dates and i want to be able to call you mine and kiss you and touch you so y/n what do you say we give this another shot
Y/n: i would love that
I smiled and he leaned in kissing me and he got on top of me i laid back and felt grant hands roam my body. I missed this. His touch. His hands on my body. His kisses on my skin. Him.
