If I could have one wish it would be to put Namjoon, Yoongi and Tyler Joseph in a room to pick their brains apart. Their lyrics are so deep and meaningful and beautiful that I feel like I would be able to just spend hours dissecting every word they say. Let's all just take a moment to appreciate the beauty that is this song. Because right now Migraine is the anthem of my life.
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It is basically talking about (at least in my humble opinion) the struggle of keeping your thoughts at bay. Dangerous thoughts that suffocate you in ways you never imagined possible, the loneliness that you feel as doubt consumes you. But also reminding your that you are in control of those feelings and thoughts and you are stronger than them. You are your own worst enemy.
Does that make sense? Because I feel hope when I listen to things like that, it always makes me feel better.
Anyway, I thought I'd share that.
My day today was okay, the weather had me down but then bts dropped their MV and I was happy again. I even made a nonkpop person watch it and they tried not to judge me but meh who cares about being judged when you can stare at Taehyung in a headband dancing?
Towards the end of the day I got a bit lonely but my dogs kept me company. I guess lately I've been feeling like everything is just getting worse. My car hates me, my parents think I don't love them? (I know) and life is just picking on me.
I just got out of a discussion with my family and they asked me if I loved them.
Am I really that heartless that you have to ask if I love you? Am I such a cold hearted person that you have no choice but to doubt me?
I guess that conversation hurt me a lot more than it should have... but maybe that was the point? I dunno.
I'm sorry guys, now I'm just rambling. But in case you doubt me too...
