Yeah I know, my therapist would be mad at me too.
Honestly I've been sleeping too much and too little at the same time. And I wake up in the middle of the night with those nightmares that threaten to pull me back under, so I resist the lull of sleep because I'm scared of where it'll take me. Sometimes it feels like my heart pounds so loudly that it'll jump out of my chest. So I decide instead of sleep I'll lay awake and count sheep.
And bts Spring Day is haunting me because the first two lines of the song relate so much to my last diary entry. Because I miss him.
보고싶다.
But I refuse to wallow in the past, because I'm a damn positive person! And DAMN IT. I will not let my past define how I feel, because it's too late to do anything.
Thatttttt being said I went on a date tonight.
Shocked? Me too.
I mean we got coffee and it went well but it's wayyyy too early to tell if I like him or not.
I guess I'll keep you updated, because we are meeting again tomorrow for dinner.
Wish me luck.
~ S
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AcakThe things she couldn't say. They were just things no one wanted to hear.
