I Still Love You (sterek)

Secret

Hope you guys like it so far. Like u guys have notice I dont have many funny scenes..well at all. And if yer wondering why I don't have funny Scenes... Its because I cant be funny. Likely i can be funny in real life. but not when I'm writing or texting. Also I'm the type of person to not make sarcastic comments much. Only when needed. also i don't roast people... on purpose. Sometimes i do without knowing though lol. Well hope y alike this chapter!

Oh and fix mistakes later XD

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Stiles Pov

This was very strange. I haven't had anyone I know visited or stay at my home since I've moved. When we had gotten to my house with Dean's Impala I opened the door to let them in. There was no talking, just instructions where everyone was sleeping. Then we knocked out. Well I didn't sleep until 4 am that is.

When I woken up it was 7 am. Sam, Dean and Castiel was still asleep. Since they were still asleep I decided to go out for a jog.

I grabbed my favorite red hoodie and I pulled on some sweats. I decided not to bring any weapons today since it would had been trublesome. Especially when I have to go to the store to grab some items later. Turns out I have nothing in my fridge except an orange and a box of half eaten fried chicken.

My normal daily fun started near the woods. Then I entered deeper into the forest to that lake I found Ethan. I had no idea why but it was peaceful. Very peaceful. When I had gotten to that lake I sat and watch the clouds pass and the trees dance. I listen to the early birds sing and to the wind cried softly. Whatever it was it was really peaceful. It helped ease my mind from all the work and Derek. I sat there for what had felt like an hour.

"Hey" I jumped around to see a Derek standing over me. He still had that face of not showing emotions.

"H-hey shit you startled me" I sigh putting my hands on my chest. "What are you doing here?"

"I decided to go out for a run, how do you know this place?" Derek asked as he sat down next to my feet.

"It's the place where Ethan almost drowned when he came back, also I was out for a jog when I found it a few months back...how do you know of it?" I questioned as I sat down next to Derek

Derek looked at me then the lake "I was also out for a jog when I came upon this place six years ago..." we sat quietly for a while before he spike up again "you know... I had hope to show you this place when we were still together, but never gotten the chance"

I twitched a little "did...did you show it to Julia yet?"

Derek looked up to the sky "I was planning to" I felt like someone was suffocating me "but i decided not to.... why not let this be our little secret?"

I stared at him, My heart skipped a beat. I gave him a laugh "why? also even if we tried Ethan already knows"

Derek brightly smiled a me "That's true, but he doesn't know how to get here"

I gave him another laugh "well that's true" I smiled and stared at Derek as he stared into the lake before us. I wonder why Derek avoided the question...

I miss you... I wish I could say that to Derek... I wish I could say I love you to him... but even if I do... he doesn't feel the same way back. He has someone else... someone he cares about...someone....someone...not me...

I stood up and gave him a smile "well I have to go" instead of replying with a goodbye. He grabbed onto my wrist

"Stay...." Derek was about to say something else but closed his mouth. Then he spoke up again "please.."

I stared at him. Everything in the world seemed to have stoped. I stared at those lovely eyes. I wish he had told me to stay... to stay  five years ago... "okay...."

"So...what did you do the four years you were gone?"

I was having a fight in my brain if I should or shouldn't tell him "I... I went two years somewhere with Chris, then I spent the last two years with my two cousins Sam, Dean, and a friend Castiel."

Derek looked at me with a bit of relief in. But then it changed to confusion "who's Castiel"

He's only curious about Castiel? "Dean's boyfriend, they're so lovey-dovey." I made a face of disgust

Derek chuckled. "We were like that once too" he lightly smiled at me

Please.. please don't... "What about you? What did you do those four years?"

"Well the first year we looked everywhere for you, asked around, beat a pack to a pulp just to find out where you were" I gave a giggle "months went by and we all thought you were dead. Everyone was dressed over the thought of what might have happened to you."

"Hey hey why would you think that? The great Stiles Stiles ski never die!" I pointed to the sky

" of course not, anways Months later Scott draged me to a club where I met Julia." I felt a trob in my chest. "Later on everyone found what they wanted to do. Whoever wanted to get married got married whoever wanted to date started dating. Kira went abroad"

"She went broad?!" I looked at him

"Yeah, Kira went abroad for two years. After she left the pack had a few little problems. We stop a bunch of monsters and demins"

"Wow you guys surive without me?" I pretend to be shocked. Derek gave me a chuckle

"Yes we surive without you, now you you want to hear the rest of the story?" I gave Derek a nod "well after two years Kira came back with news that you were alive. Though it was very strange for you to keep jumping off the grid"

"Im a very good jumper you know that?"

"Yes stiles, I know you're a very good jumper." Derek smiled

"So? Continue" I commanded

"Well afterwards everyone was confused. We all had hoped you would come back. But no one was ever really sure. Everyone lived peaceful lives without the supernatural coming to life the last year though and that's it." 

"That's a lot of details"

His left eyebrow scrunched up "you didn't want the details?"

I smiled at him "no.. I did.." Of course I would..

Derek and I sat there in silence for what felt like an hour. I'm happy to spend this time with him... even if... it breaks my heart that he's with someone else... This time I'm spending with him... Even if its just for a day.. Im happy

This lake..this place.. it's our secret... just... ours