I Still Love You (sterek)

Goodbye

XD I hope you guys like this. Lol I should finish my stories before updating new ones lol.

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Stiles Pov

"I'm sorry stiles... I don't think this is working out" Derek softly said

"what do you mean?" I laughed

We were at Derek and everything was going wrong

"I'm breaking up with you"

"Y-your joking right? because if you are it isn't funny"

"I'm sorry... please get out" With all he said 

This is a dream right? This isn't happening... No...count

"1...2...3...4...5" ...Five...no... 

"Derek wh-"

"please Stiles.. just go..."

I left Derek's loft and walked into the woods. When I got home I walked into my room and my knees fell in contact with the floor. I started to cry into my hands. I cried and cried. 

I thought Eternal was forever..

The next day my eyes were puffy and i had bags under my eyes. I ended up crying myself to sleep.

"oh shit, stiles what happened?" Lydia asked

"I got pepper in my eye last night while sneaking around in the kitchen for food and I ended up playing games all night" was my lie

"well you shouldn't do that you look like crap" Lydia laugh with a worried tone

"i'll remember that next time" I laughed

Scott saw me but tended to ignore me. He's still mad that the nogitsune used my body to kill Allison and that i couldn't do anything to stop it

"you okay?" Lydia asked

"yeah...Im fine" 

When I got home Iended up crying some more. I couldn't take it anymore so... I found a box cutter and and took the blade out. I started to cut. at first it wasn't comfortable but it for some reason helped. So another and another. I had no idea how many cuts I had now. I sat in my room just crying that day.

Two months later we had a meeting at Derek's.

"hey wassup!" I smiled

Derek and Scott ignored me. Everyone said their hellos though

I know they could smell a bit of pain and sorrow in me but mostly happiness. Why? because this whole two days I've been keeping myself busy and talking to my cousins. And their angel is bothering me right now telling me whats happening with my two friends/cousins

"So with this..." Derek was talking about something but i started talking to Cass

'sam just fell into a lake I wonder why they're having so many incidents'

'how did he fall into a lake?'

'well dean and sam were chasing after some demons and dean stepped in poop while Sam wasn't looking where he was running so he tripped and fell into a nearby lake.

I started to laugh at what I imagined.

"You think this is funny?" Derek growl

"hmm? what? what are you guys talking about?" I stared at the pack

"Stiles weren't you listening?" Kira asked

"I was lost in thought sorry"

"well pay attention" Scott commanded

"uh huh"

"anyways, we need to find out what the Alpha of the pack wants. Do not approach them without Scotts and my consent."

no use telling me that... Im not going to be here later on tonight...

After the meeting I packed my clothes and what I needed for the training. 

"Are you sure you want to do this?" My dad asked

"yeah... I need to do this"

"you ready?" Chris stood at the door

"yeah, I'll see you in a few years dad"

"I love you"

"me too"

With that I departure into the night