Loni POV
A baby ? I can handle a lot of things, but a baby is at my breaking point. How am I supposed to deal with that? How am I supposed to continue on with this "relationship" knowing he has a baby?
At her house*
I run a nice bubble bath while listening to my favorite Lauryn Hill CD, I wash up and hop out of the claw foot tub. I walk over to my all white vanity and apply my love spell lotion over my smooth milk chocolate skin.
*ding dong*
"who the hell... what time is it"
"11:56"
I wrap myself in my towel and head to for the door with confusion written all over my face. I open the door to see a tall figure standing in my door frame.
" what do you want"
" is that how you greet me now, didn't" he says as he walks right past me into my condo, likes he pays bills here
" umm excuse me, access didn't grant access into my home, " I said adjusting my pink silk robe to cover me fully
"i didn't know i had to be granted acess into your..home?" he said with an irritated look on his face " whats up with you why all the attitude all of a sudden .. you werent acting like this when i left you the other day?"
"hmm lemme see .. when i found out you had a BABY on the way" he looked at me like he'd seen a ghost
" a what ? what are you talking about .. are you preganet ?
" you really dont know do you? your so called wife didnt tell you she was preganet "
" WHAT?no... she cant be .." he said pacing back and forth in my living room " we haven't had sex in months and the only person that i've 'been with' is you so that can't be right.. so if anything you should be the one having my baby"
i chuckle in disbelief " well im not the one having your baby .. the women you married is.. " i start to walk in the living room towards him " i mean come on Kelly how am i supposed to handle you having a baby with her when you say you want to be with me ? you still want to be with her dont you ? " i ask waiting for an answer
" no... i mean .. i dont know , if shes having my baby then i have no choice but to stay with her "
i sit on the couch and run my hands over my face ..
" you can let yourself out"
"what?"
" you heard what i said ... goodbye , i want nothing to do with you" i said as i was heading to the door to let him out " get out " i said above a whisper
he grabbed his jacket and walked toward me , he leaned down to grab me by the waist and lean in my a kiss
" no" i said as i moved my head to the side , while his lips landed on my cheek
he stared at me, before he walked out and me closing the door behind him
" i wanna be over him so bad , but i know i cant ..."
IM sorry guys, I know I haven't been updating .. I'm just trying to focus on graduation. but best believe once the summer hits you will get more out of me
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