A Broken Heart; A Fracture In The Earth (Destiel)

First Date

I wake up and stare at the ceiling. It's been two weeks since Cas moved in. I asked him out yesterday, and he surprisingly said yes. I blush and hide my face in the blankets. The date was today, and I was nervous. We had decided on watching a horror movie marathon at his house later.

I get up and go to my closet, looking for something decent to wear. Nothing fancy, but not super casual either. I decide on an AC/DC T-shirt, nice jeans (no holes), and black converse. I go to look in the mirror, and spot my pendent hanging from the corner of the mirror. It was a gift from Sammy. My mind is warring with itself. I sigh and turn away. I won't wear it today. It'll just bring up questions I don't want to answer right now.

I head downstairs to the kitchen to get some breakfast. "Let's see......frozen burritos, three-day-old pizza, leftover Chinese food from last night, ..........Aha! I knew I had pie in here!" I take the pie out and get a fork, then sit down at the table. "I love me some pie." I dig in, letting my thoughts wonder. If Sam got over the wall and is living happily, maybe I could........no. I can't just leave. I have my job, and friends, and this thing with Cas.

Maybe one day me and Cas could leave together.......

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I knock on Cas' door and wait. I'm biting my lip and fiddling with my hands. Goddamn nerves. Cas opens the door and smiles, inviting me in. His living room is quite cozy. It has royal blue walls, dark grey curtains and furniture, and dark oak bookshelves on either side of the TV, below the TV is two full shelves of movies. I sit down on the big plush couch, and he puts in the first movie.

As he sits down, the main menu pops up. "Friday The 13th? Little cliché, dontcha think?" He shrugs and smiles. Damn him and his cuteness. "It's a classic. What? Not afraid Jason's going to get you, are ya?" I rolls my eyes. "Pshh. No. I'm afraid he'll be to boring." He just nods and hits play on the remote. We're sitting on opposite ends of the couch. That's pretty normal for a date. The only time someone's allowed to be physically intimate in the slightest is during breeding season. And that's only for married couples.

During some point in the movie, we had become closer. Don't know how that happened. The next movie was The Fourth Kind. I admit that freaked me out a little. When the movie ended, me and Cas' thigh's were brushing against each other. And I definitely was not blushing at all.  Nope.

We're watching Split now. My eyes are bulging so much, I probably look like a Loony Tunes' character. The scene gets more violent and I jump a little. Right into Cas' lap. I look at him, face red as a strawberry. He smirks a little, amusement in his eyes. "Well, hello there. Did the movie scare you that much?" My mouth opens and closes. I don't know what to say. I'm in his lap, for god's sake. "U-um. Y-yeah. The movie k-kinda scared me......" His face is so close to mine. He seems to be moving closer. His nose is touching mine!

I snap out of it and stand up.

"U-um.....s-sorry. I should go....." As I turn to leave, Cas jumps up, blushing madly. "Oh no! It was my fault, I'm sorry! You don't have to go. We can just sit and talk if you want...." I nod and sit down. The atmosphere is awkward now. I absently scratch my arm, noticing Cas' eyes go to it. "Oh, um....your Timer Mark. How long is it till your event?" I don't even have to look at it. I already looked at earlier. "A month and two weeks. I'm both waiting excitedly, and dreading it. It could be anything. How about yours?" He looks down at his arm. "A month, two weeks, and three days. So only three days off from yours. I want to be excited about my event, but I can't help feeling a sense of dread about it." I nod.

We end up talking for a while. I learn Cas loves bees, cats, and photography. I tell him about my love of cars, pie, and classic rock. He's allergic to feathers, I'm allergic to cats. He's a little disappointed when I say that. But we laugh and joke, sharing secrets even. He tells me his conspiracy theories, and I tell him about how I'm suspicious about the town as well.

We somehow end up face to face, mere inches apart. I stop breathing. He looks into my eyes with his ice blue ones. I bite my lip and give a simple nod. He leans in and I close my eyes. I feel his chapped lips on mine. My stomach's doing a million backflips, my heart is trying to break down my rib cage, and all my nerves feel like they're filled with warm fluff. It's the best feeling in the world; why would they outlaw this?

He puts his arms around my waist and pulls me closer. I put my arms around his neck. Thank god Cas' curtains are closed. He slowly pulls back, then kisses the side of my face. "You're beautiful, Dean." He whispers. My face gets hot and I hide it in his shoulder. "No one's ever told me that. Or complimented my appearance at all." He kisses my ear. "Well they should have. You're like a second sun. Sun-kissed skin, freckles, dirty-blonde hair, summer green eyes. Not to mention your warm laugh, your bright smile, and the way your eyes sparkle when you're happy. You're the most beautiful person I've met, outside and in."

I look up at him. "Really? Because you're much prettier. With that black sex hair, ice blue eyes, and smile that could power the whole town. You're funny, witty, smart, and kind." He smiles and kisses me again. "Dean, please stay and let me hold you?" I sigh and snuggle closer to him. "Fine. But it's your fault if we get arrested." I hear him giggle as I place a kiss on his neck.

I would normally be worried about the rules. But now I say, fuck it. I'm gonna let myself be happy for once. So fuck you, society.

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Hey guys, I'm gonna try updating every Thursday or Friday. Hope ya enjoyed this fluffy little chapter. Next chapter will follow more up on Dean's past, and what the people who run the town are up to. Bye kiddos~

~Bee