Victim - Sequel to Liar [K.T.H]

2:00am

"Then why!"

Why? I don't know why I didn't stop. I could have. But I didn't.

I'm probably just a coward, a coward that is a son of a CEO and have millions of money. I could have sued her, or doing other stuff. But no. I fucked her and left you in pain.

The more I write these letters to you, I realised how much of a dickhead I was. I knew I was after the first time, however I can feel the guilt flowing through my blood.

A knife couldn't be compared to the amount of pain I feel from guilt, neither is a gunshot.

It's like a rope of guilt strangling around me wanting me to die because of how much I deserve to be ashamed at myself.

Now I know why. Because I loved you so much that I though the death of others is worse then my own pain.

Knowing you, you'll fall in love again.

I could never.

You are my first.