Victim - Sequel to Liar [K.T.H]

2:15am

"If you wanted her then just have her."

But what's ironic is that I didn't wanted her in the first place, it was the reason why I did it in the first.

Remember when had our first arguement, and it was on how I was drinking too mich alcohol because father made me an arranged marriage?

With alcohol, I drank so much to forget every memory of what happened that day.

Now, I don't feel the urge to drink. At all. Yet it's not because I don't care anout you anymore, but it's because I don't care about myself nowadays.

I don't eat as much, I just drink water. I can't sleep as well as I use to, I get only 4 hours of sleep due to my growing insomnia. And my body structure is getting smaller and weak. Well, that's what Jungkook said.

I saw him at work when he was visiting his girlfriend since she works at the building my father own. He said he's scared. Even if he doesn't want to be my friend after hearing what I did to you from Jimin and you.

"You heartless prick! Why would you do that to her?"

He said that he spoke to you but you wanted to not speak about me until he said, "He looks like he's dying each day."

Do you care about me still?

Even if I cheated on you?

I know that I still love you, it won't go away. Jungkook said it was a mistake, a huge one. He was right.

To Jungkook,

Thank you for being there before when I was playing with stones and rocks instead with toys because you thought I was cool for that. Thank you for being my closest friend before everything happened.

Thank you.