Victim - Sequel to Liar [K.T.H]

3:15am

"It's hurts, right here, so much..."

Having my first crush, I was in this bubble thinking this girl liked me. We were very close friends during 2012. She kept on talking to me, I talked back. But during a game of truth and dare, she asked:

"If we were together, would you rather have the relationship being friends with benefits or actual love?"

I responded being a coward by saying:

"Both." Both was my answer. And guess what she responded?

"I would rather have friends with benefits because I don't feel anything towards you to be honest, since I like someone else."

It hurt, it right in the heart. My heart felt heavy and I sighed after seeing that.

But I know the difference of being hurt.

There's one, which I experienced with my 2012 friend, I felt a slight heaviness and sadness around me. I was hurt. But not by love, by betrayal and trust. She filled me up with hope, thinking I had a chance with her when after all this flirting yet it's just ruined by a sentence.

Then there's you, I was hurt. Not because of you but because I knew how stupid and undeniably selfish I was. I was hurt because I felt guilty, for everything.

Everything meaning from the minute we met to the end of our relationship. I wish I had not met you.

So we could've all live in peace, away from each other and clueless to knowing what we meant to each other in this life.

Wouldn't that be better? Wouldn't it?