Lauren's Confusion

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*Flashbacks are in bold italics*

Lauren Jauregui's Point Of View

I shouldn't be thinking of you, Jauregui. But every time I close my eyes, you are there. Tomorrow can't come soon enough. xo Mila

Okay. So I grinned. I would've yelled in happiness if my Aunt and Uncle weren't in bed already. Camila Cabello liked me.

The only problem is, she was the girlfriend of my most favorite cousin, Austin. Yet, I still found myself pursuing her. I couldn't help it. The brown locks, the killer chocolate and those legs that go for days. She was the sweetest yet sarcastic person I knew. Nothing compared to my last girlfriend back home.

I was so smitten with Camila Cabello.

When my mom and dad told me I'd be living four Provinces over, I was shocked. Upset. I didn't want to leave my friends. I was the party girl and I knew that once I hit this city, my party days would be over. I fought with my parents until the very day I was shipped off to the airport and then on a plane by myself to Aunt Greta and Uncle Victor's.

Upon arriving, it was the beginning of a holiday and school wasn't in. I had a week to decide which school I wanted to go to. Austin wanted me to go to ViewBelle, saying I'd fit in more. He even took me on a tour the day I arrived. It wasn't bad, pretty average size. I just didn't feel right.

That night he asked me to meet his 'gorgeous' girlfriend. Austin would write to me about her in every piece of email or actual mail. He even showed me a picture of her from her winter formal last year.

Wow.

Knock out. She had a white dress that clung to her every curve and her hair was loose. Of course, Austin knew I was into women, so my opinion mattered to him. However, we never, and I mean, never had the same taste. He usually liked the preppy cheerleader types. The ones that would follow their jock boyfriend's everywhere. Yuk. So I figured even though Camila seemed to be a looker, her personality was probably like 'oh my god!'.

 So I figured even though Camila seemed to be a looker, her personality was probably like 'oh my god!'

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I told Austin she was very beautiful but I've seen better.

That was a lie. I kept that picture on my computer. I couldn't believe that jerk scored a hottie.

So, he asked me to meet Camila in person. It was her birthday and they were throwing her a birthday party.

Funny. Austin left out the fact that Camila hated cheerleaders and played a sport.

I was introduced to her best friend, Kyla. Pretty cute but so not my type.

The front door opened and there she was, covered in loose flakes of snow as she took off her jacket, after laying down her hockey stick and hockey bag. I hovered in the background, watching her engage a conversation with Kyla and Austin. She smiled at him. Gross. No, her smile wasn't gross, the fact that she liked... men. Such a waste.

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