Heaven's Rejects

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

I plug my Ipod into a speaker and begin to play a bit of Nirvana. I picked up a book and began to read. It was about a girl who ran away from home. I did that once, it didn't work out too well. At least no one noticed I was gone,except I didn't do it for revenge. I just wanted bitter sweet mercy. I wanted love, I hated being alone, I would cry and cry. Somehow I thought that possibly a new family would take me in, I would get the love I desired.

I stood up and walked towards the window. A shadow could be seen, not one I could describe. Was my mind playing tricks on me?

I pulled out a bottle of water and took a sip, thoughts still clouded my mind. I picked up my phone and begin to dial a number. My heart raced with every number, until I turned off my phone while it began to ring. I threw the phone on the bed and lowered myself to the ground. I was so lost and alone, I needed someone. Anyone at that. I lightly pulled my hair and sobbed deeply. I wanted my friends back and my parents. I missed them all, I lost them all because of one night. All because a stupid accusation.

A party, lights were flashing like fireworks. So many were dancing and losing themselves in the music and well... the alcohol. "Come on Violet, let your guard down and have some fun" Ella said a bit tipsy. I nodded as she handed me a red solo cup of heaven knows what. I drank it quickly, hoping to not taste the bitterness. I walked out to the dancefloor, that's where it happened. I was blinded by all the lights, that I could barely see. That was when the accident happened..

I felt a tear fall down my cheek, my fists were clenched and my stomach was doing deadly spins. I was so stupid, I thought for one night I could just let go and fall into the music like everyone else. But I'm not everyone else...