Heaven's Rejects

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

I stare up at the dark ceiling. My stomach feels sour, my soul along with it. I suck in a deep breath of air and try to close my eyes. I was tired, emotionally that was. I felt broken, almost exposed. Why am I here? Unwanted and broken. I have no point in this world. I'm just another person using up resources, nothing special. I miss the glowing green stars on my ceiling. They always made me think of outer space, somewhere else than here on earth where gravity drags you down. This world is a total butt suck. I'd much rather be on Venus, maybe the people would be nice. Maybe they would actually be humane, unlike the people here.

I found myself running fast in the wind. My breath was heavy, my hands in fists. A giant group of blonde girls with fancy purses along with dick headed jocks who thinks with their penis. A smirk ran across my face as I ran faster. They could never catch me. As I got closer to the house I decided now would be great time to pull out my silver blade. It made a quick swish noise and the cold metal shined in the dim sunlight. They stopped at a quick pause, their eyes got wide and began to back away slowly. I let out a dark chuckle and got closer to them, one of the girls began to cry. All the girls hid behind the jocks, how pathetic. I charged towards them as fast as I could, the blade still in hand. They all ran like damn cowards, I rolled my eyes and put the blade away.

I sat at my plain white desk and began to work on my homework. There wasn't much but I figured it's probably better to finish it. I set my pencil down lightly and flopped on my bed. That when I saw it, a dark shadow. It looked so familiar yet so distant, I rubbed my eyes but it was still there, black as could be. I walked up to it slowly, I lifted my hand to touch it. It's dark black fingers intertwined with mine, a chill crawled up my spine like a thousand spiders. A feeling came over me, it felt as if I was a thousand feet in the sky, my stomach lurched, my palms began to sweat. I bit my lip, it's hand caressed my collar bone. It embraced me, I was instantly captivated. Like black lace it's hands wrapped around my waist, it left a velvety kiss right below my ribcage. Electricity filled my veins, every touch was filled with desire. It shoved me down on the bed and ducked down on top of me.

I awoke it a quick gasp. I looked around the room, there was no shadow figure, along with no signs that there ever was. I ran my hand through my hair and bit my lip. It felt so real, so vivid. I closed my eyes and imagined every tender touch. Maybe I was going insane, who has trashy dreams about a shadow figure. I didn't even know who they were, none the less they didn't even have a face.

As I lay in bed that night I can't help but think of the memories of That night, it was so awful. He had his hands on me, he touched me. I tried to say no, but he wouldn't listen to my screams. No one would. I was just a victim, that's all I ever be, that or worse.

I fall asleep and await the nightmares to come, that's all I every dream. I never want to sleep, I just have nightmares.