FAT ·Alpha· Completed-*Editing*

FAT -alpha-

Fat ass

bitch

Skanky

hoe

whore

pudgy

ugly

Humpty Dumpty

cow

Those are just the everyday words I hear, I have been hearing most of my life. I weigh 255 pounds on my last appointment I have dark brown hair that falls to my mid back, dull brown eyes and lets not forget I wear a size 22. Ever since I was little I have been a little bit bigger than the average kid. Then again I'm 16 and I do weigh more than the average kid. It's not my fault I'm big I come from a big family what can I say us Dominican people can eat. I'm about to go into my junior year of high school and I am completely dreading it. Let's just say that is about to start in 5 hours and I look a wreck. I glance at the clock 11:11, I quickly stumble to my window and make a wish hoping it will come true .. I want LOVE.. I sit there just looking at the gloomy blue color on the sky and walk over to my bed and lay there. I say in whisper I start hell in 5 hours . Laying there my eyes get heavy and I drift off in a peaceful sleep.

sirens (alarm clock)

I jump out of bed scared - I look around and shut the alarm off and look at the milky sunset it was beautiful. I get up gloomy and pick out my outfit black jeans and a pink love shirt with my converses. I put my hair in a ponytail and a strong scent of bacon and eggs with French toast looms into my bedroom. I quickly jump out my bed tumbling to get down stairs to my food. There my mom hums a sweet toon while I eat and stuff my face. my mother looks sadly at me and says I have doctor's appointment I hate going. I walk out and walk to my bus stop while I'm walking I stare at the pretty sky and get to the mailbox post and wait.

Almost dreadfully I see the bus and it comes to halt and while I climb in I get faces like ewww. Then a cute boy says don't eat me, I walk away and sit all the way in the back. Then I here Kali say

omg right he got his car taken away now he has to take the bus for bad behavior .

I am totally gonna make him mine. I think who this boy is but what's the point it takes one look and boys avoid me because they think i am fat something I actually truly believe now.

We get to school and I wait until everyone is off the bus before I leave . I finally get up and go to my homeroom where I sit in the back.

So far all my classes go by fast but 8th period .

Of course Lindsey Vaughn comes over and screams 'omg the monster is going to eat me . her puny friends giggle. hey why won't you join the circus this year, you are that ugly. '

I look at myself it's true I am ugly I won't be as beautiful and as skinny nothing I haven't heard before.

I am just fat.