Glass Hearts

VI

Christine
I

could never tell why I had smiled so much when Roy told me what he did yesterday. You are always welcome here. He must be bluffing. He must not care at all, but also doesn't want to come out as rude. Maybe I won't come today, I'm sure I've well overstayed my welcome.

Anyway, I had to deal with the apology ordeal. What was I going to do? Sitting in homeroom, I contemplated and came with the decision to write an apology letter. Delivering it to Joseph in person would never work out. I just hope it would calm the storm for now.

For the entire morning I was scribbling on a piece of lined paper, whenever I wouldn't be caught. It was long, long enough, and had everything it needed.

I had wrote:

Joseph,
I am very sorry for the incident that occurred yesterday. I never intended for a fight to break out. I'm also deeply ashamed for my words. They tasted sour in my mouth. Also, the words were full of lies. I am sorry that while you were speaking of the truth I ignored it and kept insulting you. You are not a wicked person. I am.

I hope you will be able to forgive this demon that the devil rejected. I am only a piece of trash meant to be lost in the wind. I am no one. I should be dead, seeing as all I'll ever do is hurt people, and control them with my words. I'll leave you and your girlfriend alone, never approaching you, nor her. She will now be able to do as she pleases now that I am not brainwashing her.

I also beg for forgiveness for the injuries you might have sustained. I never expected Roy to interfere. I hope nothing is severe. Hopefully, it was a mistake on Roy's part. I also apologize for running away like the coward I am. Also for not appearing yesterday. I ran away again.