I am utterly happy for it's almost time for marie's wedding. It's time for my period. I go to the bathroom to check and see. I begin to panic when there is no blood on the pad. Fuck! I am glad that the convenience store isn't far away. Liam took Oliver to his fitting so I just left. I go to the store and get a pregnancy test. As soon as I get back I rush to the bathroom and take one. I wait for a while, pacing the bathroom. When a timer goes off I check on the test. Pregnant. Fuck. I sit in the living room restlessly. I have to wait at least another hour. I get up and clean the entire house so that it's spotless. It's been an hour so I take the other test. Pregnant. Shit! Can we handle another child? What will we do with them! What if one of us dies?
Worry floods my mind and I send Liam a quick text. Get home ASAP!! Liam comes home in thirty minutes and smiles at me. He frowns when he finds my face a serious look. "What's wrong, Rose" Liam asks. I take a shaky breath and Liam sits Oliver down. Oliver toddles off to his room and leaves us alone. "L- Liam I'm pregnant" I say nervously. "What the fuck?! We used a damn condom! Are you serious? Fuck" he yells. Tears flood my eyes as I shrug "It wasn't supposed to happen. I know you don't want this one..." His eyes don't soften and he punches a wall. I flinch. "Damn it! Rose, why would I want another when we can't even guarantee that Oliver will have parents when he's older" he screams, the vein in his neck popping. "I- I don't know! What happened to trying to keep Oliver's future a somewhat good one" I come back.
Liam punches the wall again. "Fuck it Rose! I can't do this! I want us to be together but I can't fucking fight you! I think you should stay with Marie tonight. And take Oliver with you" he snaps. Is that it? Is this the end for us? No, it can't be."Liam! I can't leave you! You might try to kill yourself again! I don't want us to be over" I cry. "We aren't over! I just need time to think! God damn Rose! Quit making assumptions" he hollers. With tears in my eyes, I storm into the bedroom and throw clothes into a duffle bag. I go to Oliver's room and pack the essentials. I put him in the car seat and leave. I don't have to put up with his shit. Why doesn't he want another child? I know Oliver doesn't have garaunteed parents but it'd be nice to raise another kid, wouldn't it?
Liam's P.O.V
I sent her away so I could think. Another kid was not planned. I did not want her knocked up again. I can't handle it. There's too many things going on right now. Our manager just informed us that we are going on another tour and now this. I won't be able to see her for an entire year because we'll be on tour. I put on my coat and leave. I need a drink. That will calm my nerves. No doubt. I enter the nearest bar. At least fifty girls are here. I didn't care that it was a night club. I needed a damn drink. I order a Bud LIght and chug it down. Soon, I've had five bottles and I was buzzed. A girl walks up to me and hugs me. She kisses me and says "Hey cutie." I turn around to find a girl about Rose's age standing before me. She has short red hair and brown eyes. I wanted to say she was full of shit but didn't say anything. She wore a tight red cocktail dress and black stilettos. I need her. Fuck drinking. I need her. I pull her close to me and kiss her.
She moans into the kiss and pulls me to the dance floor. She grinds on me and I go along with it. Later I pull her close "What's your name?" She stops dancing for a minute "Mia. Yours?" I sigh and say my name. "Maybe we should go to your place" she says. I nod and pull her out of the club. We run back to the house.
Rose's P.O.V
"Shit! Marie! Will you watch Oliver while I go back to the house" I ask. She nods and I explain that I forgot to get Oliver's bedding and toys. I was not buying more of that shit. I get in the car and drive home. Maybe Liam would be calm and want me back. Maybe he'd apologize for over reacting. I walk in and immediately wish I hadn't. There, on the floor was a trail of clothes, both Liam's and someone else's. Moans fill the house. Oh my God. No no no! I decide to say nothing and open the bedroom door. A girl was underneath Liam. Liam my boyfriend. "Liam! How could you cheat on me in our own house" I cry. Too upset to hear an explanation, I run to Oliver's room and get his shit. I don't plan on coming back. "Rose" Liam says when I reach the door. "What? What could you possibly want? You have it all! A girl stupid enough to let you cheat, a kid, and another on the way" I cry.
"Rose! Don't you dare fucking leave! You know what will happen" he warns. I spin around in the middle of the yard. "So your using self harm to keep me! You were lucky enough to find someone to accept you! To trust you fully and completely. You were my first and that was my mistake! Liam, I am so done with your lies and shit! Go fuck yourself. Or better yet.. GO FUCK THE TRAMP IN OUR BED" I holler. That was the last straw. I was so done. I cry and listen to sad music as I pull up to Marie's house. Rose frowns as she sees my tear stained face. "What's wrong" Marie asks. I shake my head and walk to the guest room. I just want to die. That's all I want. Is that so hard? I curl up in the bed and cry. No, it's not hard. But I can't let Liam win. If Liam wins, Oliver gets put in a foster home and his little sibling dies. I can't let that happen. Marie walks in and sits on the bed. She takes my hand in hers and it reminds me of the times when I was happier.
When we were younger and had to pair up for field trips."What's wrong, sissy" she asks, laying next to me. "After I told Liam I was pregnant he flipped and that's why I'm here" I start. I swear her eyes popped out of her head. "You're pregnant" she squeals and I nod. "Then I found him cheating when I went to get Oliver's stuff. I am so done with him. I don't know why I liked him" I sniffle. Marie looks apologetic. "Rose, you don't like him- you love him- why let that ruin it" she asks. I sit up "Do you not hear me?! He cheated! I can't forgive him now! Pick up what I'm putting down! I'm done with Liam!"
