I sat in the bathroom for at least an hour. For the first 30-35 minutes, I sobbed my heart out. For the last 30 minutes, I have just been sitting here and listening to Justin sob in the next room. I know I overreacted, I just don't want to face him. Even though I know he didn't mean it that way, it still hurt me. But even though I am deeply hurt, I just want to go hug him right now. I finally decide that my sob fest needs to end, so I stand up, clean myself up, and slowly make my way to our room, where Justin is wailing. Getting closer to the door, I hear Justin talking to himself. "L-look what you did Justin. Y-you and y-your stupid self just m-messed up the best thing your life has e-ever had. Way to go j-jackass. God you're so s-stupid." He whispers loudly. My heart aches at his words. He could never mess up this relationship. I love him too much. The next thing I hear is a crashing noise and him cursing to himself.
Slowly opening the door, I find him in the corner sobbing into his knees and a broken lamp next to the bed. I walk closer to him, dodging all the broken glass pieces, and sit next to him silently. He doesn't notice I'm there. "S-so stupid." he mumbles, finally looking up to wipe his tears. He jumps in shock that I was actually sitting next to him. Seeing as I was not a figment of his imagination, he whimpers, black tears streaming. "So s-sorry B-bella. S-so so sorry." he pleads mewling. "Oh baby no. I'm sorry I overreacted. You just hurt my feelings a little. Come here baby. Don't cry anymore. I'm here. I'm never going to leave or hurt you." I say opening my arms for him.
He crawls over and snuggles himself into my body, placing his face into my chest while wrapping his legs around my waist and arms around my neck. I rock us back and forth as his tears soak my shirt. "Shhh baby. No more tears, okay?" He whimpers and nods, wiping his tears with the back of his hand. He tucks his face back into my neck immediatly. Slowly I began singing a song my mom used to sing to me.
"Across the ocean, across the sea,
Starting to forget the way you look at me now
Over the mountains, across the sky,
Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes
Through the storm and through the clouds
Bumps on the road and upside down now
I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at night
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
All alone, in my room
Waiting for your phone call to come soon
And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles,
To be in your arms, holding my heart
Oh, I,
Oh, I,
I love you
And everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the long nights
And the bright lights
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
You know that I care for you
I'll always be there for you
I promise I will stay right here, yeah
I know that you want me too,
Baby we can make it through anything
'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight
Through the sorrow, and the fights,
Don't you worry
Everything's gonna be alright"
By the end of the song, he was quietly snoring in my ear. "Goodnight my precious angel." I whisper closing my eyes, humming to myself.
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Alien (Justin Bieber Love Story)
FanfictionHe had disappeared again. "Justin?" I yelled out. Hearing a ruckus in the next isle over, I walk around. There Justin was, sitting on the floor, dipping strawberries into a carton of Nutella with it all over his face. Giggling, He looked up and off...