“Sorry for ruining your shot at her that time, it was my fault why everything between you got screwed up, so im here saying sorry. ” he did not respond.. but I continued to talk..
“Alam mo naman siguro yung dahilan kung bakit ko nagwa yun di ‘ba? Kasi, mahal kita. Mahal na mahal. Sobra. At hindi ko yata kakayanin, k-kung..” unti unti nang pumatak ang mga luha, pero nanatili lamang siyang nakatitig sa akin. Hindi siya nagsasalita..
I swallowed the last piece of pride that I have in my whole being.. my mind says no.. but my heart shouts otherwise...
I kneeled in front of him..
Shock crossed his eyes but it was only for a second, it was replaced by another cold stare..
“Im begging you, please. Ako na lang piliin mo, sige na naman ohh. Ako na lang.. ako na lang yung mahalin mo..
Gagawin ko lahat pangako, I’ll make you happy. Lahat ng gusto mo gagawin ko, basta please ako na lang…
Parang awa mo na… ako na lang..”
Humagulgol ako ng iyak..
Pakiramdam ko, I was the littlest thing in the world because of what I did..
I knelt down in front of a boy..
Begging him to love me..
“alam ko alam mo na matagal na matagal na kitang mahal, alam ko na alam mo, na ikaw lang yung lalaking mamahalin ko.. ikaw lang..
Hindi ko talaga kaya ehh, I’d die if you choose her…
