Poetic Monaé • Tupac Shakur

Chapter 66

|Monaé's P.O.V|

Its been roughly a week since what happened to monique...I haven't slept in a week, nobody has...from Caine to Darnell..we're all devastated, and that's an understatement.
and if I do manage to fall asleep? I'm greeted by more nightmares... nightmare after nightmare, I've woken up in a cold sweat eight times this week...
And on top of all this stress?! Like dealing with moniques family, I'm getting called to do all these interviews and shit referring to my single...latifah won't shut her mouth now...everyone Wildin over this BULLSHIT! Coz that's what it was BULLSHIT! No coast is better then another...fuck that!.

I've cancelled shows...the media keep lyin on me, sayin I'm going crazy! Tupac is in interviews tryina defend me...

And I can't escape it...non of it.

I payed for moniques autopsy to be fast and the best I could get...
her family; which just consisted of her twelve year old brother and her mother, are just as devastated as you could imagine...

Me and dejá are here for the results.

"She had suffered severe head trauma, which if she would have lived?..would've caused brain damage that was more then likely to have killed her in a week" the doctor read from a clip board as I held dejá in my arms as she cried. I licked my dry lips and bit them to prevent myself from crying again...but it didn't stop the tears from leaving my eyes. Just knowing she hadn't died peacefully...just knowing that she was scared, and in pain...it broke my heart.

"and also traces large blows to the lungs that where somehow punctured, causing internal bleeding" he said, each thing that left his mouth was like a stab in the heart for me...who in the FUCK would've done this. Some barbaric shit!.

"And severe body bruising and signs of genital mutilation and forced net -" I let go of Dejá as my mouth dropped, I stood from my seat and I cut him off.

"W-what?!" I spat, looking over at him.

"Miss Wallace..." he removed his glasses.

"Sexual assault is fairly commen in these types of case-" I didn't wait for him to finish before I my legs had carried me out into the hallway as full speed.

"MONAÉ!" Dejá called after me but I kept running...The anger I felt was tremendous, I felt like a bull that had seen red...not looking back at dejá once, I kept running.

"Fuck outta my way!" I push a nurse violently and run out of the building, hopping into my car, slamming the door and driving the fuck away.

I used my sleeve to dry my tears once I felt my vision start to get blurry, I sped down the road feeling as if I was going to faint, fuck this...fuck everyone fuck everything! Life ain't never been fair from the start but shit like this makes me wonder why it's so cruel!...it's always the good that die young, and all the suckas get to live.

First smoke, now Monique...it's crazy to think it could be anyone that I knows life ending tomorrow, even me if that's gods plan.

I don't ever question god...but damn, this ones hard.

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|Monaé's P.O.V|

"GET THE FUCK OFF ME DARNELL!!!" I scream as he held me back from exiting the house, I had my strap on my hip...and I was ready for Jackson..the second I heard sexual assault in the hospital?, I knew it was that bastard.

"NO!, MONAÉ YOU TRIPPIN LOOK AT ME!! LOOK AT ME!" He yelled in my face, pulling me away from the door and holding me infront of him by my arms, I felt warm tears roll down my face.

"GET THE FUCK OFF!" I shook my body violently trying to escape.

"IMMA KILL HIS ASS!" I scream trying to get passed him but I failed, he wouldn't let go. So I stayed still, breathing heavily noticing we both had tears in our eyes.

"YOU TOLD ME EXACTLY WHAT IM TELLIN YOU NOW WHEN SMOKE DIED! I WANTED TO KILL THAT MOTHA FUCKA!...I really did! Maybe even still do!, but I was trippin too hard Because of the pain!...I wouldn't have just ended that bastards life that day but also I would've ended my own!, and fucked up my families...and dejá's" he spoke looking me straight in my eyes as tears fell out. I could feel he was shaking too.

"...H-He took my baby from me!!" I felt my knees fail to work as I collapsed onto the floor, feeling my whole body shake as i started to bawl my eyes out, hyperventilating as if I was having a panic attack.

This is really happening...

"He didn't take her man...s-she's with us forever...they both are..." Darnell sniffled. Kneeling infront of me as he embraced me in a tight hug as we cried together.

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|Monaé's P.O.V|

I put my piece on my hip and throw my beeper on my bed, putting on my leather gloves as I jogged to the window, making sure to be careful to be quiet. I know Darnell spoke some sense into me earlier...but Jackson? He gotta die... and he gotta die tonight.

Imma put him through the hell he put my babygirl through...ten times over.

I pull up my window slowly and start to climb out, making sure to be quiet so Dejá or Darnell don't hear me. I gulp as my feet hit the ground outside, this really bouta happen...I can't believe she's gone, forever... we was meant to reach our golden years together man! Be at each other weddings! Not fuckinh funerals wen we're in our twenties?!! Fuck!...he did this, JACKSON did this shit! and now it's time for him to pay the price.

I don't fuck around when it comes to
family.

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