Chapter 82

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|A/n : 20 years ago today we lost the east coast G.O.A.T!, R.I.P to the notorious B.I.G! Aka Biggie small Aka Christopher Wallace, thank you for everything 🖤 even tho you and pac beef, we already know the media set it up to break the two most powerful rappers of all time. And if you where still alive today you would've squashed it coz it was BS anyway!.
We Love you big 🖤|

|Monaé's P.O.V|

"Man I don't Fuckin know where he is!...but I'm scared as shit" i vented to Ren (a/n : Mc Ren from NWA aka Eazy's friend if you don't remember).
I eagerly sipped my Moët as he stood infront of me, were at the after party and I haven't seen pac yet. And honestly I wasn't planning on it. I honestly thought he would've been done with me...but he said 'hey partna' , he's got me fucked up...I missed it so much when he used to say that to me.

"Look, there ain't no point hidin!. If you ask m-" I cut ren straight off when I saw a bald head begin to emerge through the crowd. Fuck fuck fuck.

"Fuck! Play it cool!" I exclaim, as my heart raced. my first instinct was to grab the collar of Rens shirt and kiss him!...I think this Moët is getting to me.

I deepened the kiss as Ren stumbled towards me, he was completely stiff with shock as I pulled away to check behind him.
The fuck?...that ain't even pac! That's Morris chestnuts punk ass!. This is how you know I'm paranoid.

"Well damn...thanks for giving ah nigga a warning or some shit " Ren muttered, making me notice how shocked he still was. Nerves really make you do crazy things...I just kissed Lorenzo?, I'm tripping.

"Grow up Nigga" I sighed as he smirked to himself, tracing his lips with his fingers. This nigga.

"Somethin is definitely growing up around the lower body region..." he muttered looking down at his crutch making me hit him playfully as he shielded himself and laughed, I couldn't even laugh tho...all I could think about was pac. Maybe he didn't come.

"Ren shut the fuck up" I chuckle forcefully as I decided to walk away from Ren and take a seat on the sofas in the corner, which weren't very occupied at all so it was a win win situation...plus my feet hurt. I can't believe I saw him today tho...we hugged!, maybe it was just for the cameras but we hugged...this whole thing is fucking with me in a whole new level.

"You Ight?" I hear a male voice call after me the second my ass touched the sofa, making my head shoot up in panic...I'm so damn jumpy!, and a little tipsy too, fuck. No more Moët for me.

"Oh wasgood kadafi..." I feel my heart rate decrease once I spot kadafi approaching me. I try and be polite as he gave me a friendly hug, I could definitely see why he was pacs best friend. He was a (and I never use this word) but he was a lovely man.

"Can I sit?" He asked as I immediately nodded 'yes'.

"You was jus lookin a little lonely so I decided to come over...Something wrong?" he asked as I felt the sofa dip, indicating he had sat beside me.

"Too much is wrong..." I sarcastically laugh making kadafi kiss his teeth sighing whilst giving me a comforting smile. he rested his hand on my shoulder in a brotherly way before speaking.

"It's pac huh?" He asked the obvious question.

"Yeah.." I licked my chapped lips before talking again.

"And it shouldn't be, Because number one he has jada, and number two! We haven't even been in contact for over a year...I should be over that shit..." I began chewing my bottom lip as my nerves started to kick in even more by just thinking about him turning up at any moment.

"That don't mean shit Lil sis" kadafi stated as I listened to him speak once more.

"Man fuck jada...she act like her shit don't stank fo real" kadafi sipped his Hennessy straight from the bottle as I kept a blank expression, not knowing what to say. If kadafi thinks she's a bitch...then she must be?.

"But is he happy..." I finally looked up into kadafi's eyes as he pulled the bottle away from his lips, casually itching his braids.

"No!...that nigga ain't happy if I'm talkin on a relationship level. All she does is stress him out, I already told him not to bring her around me for I do something I'll regret" he chuckled making me let out a light smile. I hope what he's saying is true...is that selfish?, I honestly do want pac to be happy...but it just hurts that someone else is his joy, just like he was mine.

"She can't be that bad...or they wouldn't still be together" I shrugged trying to convince myself. Coz it was true.

"He's lonely monaé..." kadafi sighed, why did those words break my heart...they shouldn't...but they did.

"It was all good for the first couple months, but after that? he was just mad about some shit all the time! And that ain't pac..." kadafi paused for a moment as I listened to what he had to say.

"But sis, if I'm gonna be real with you?...he ain't never acted the same since y'all broke up. And that's on my mama" kadafi looked at me sincerely. My heart then started to pound just thinking about all of the 'what if's'... Maybe kadafi's just trippin...or maybe he was right.

"Imma be right back..." I said feeling my mind going a million miles per hour, walking away from kadafi immediately. All I knew was my mind was going to explode and I need some fresh air...and I needed a blunt, fuck this shit. Fuck feelings. Fuck relationships...fuck everything because at the end of the day it always blows up in your face.

I pushed open the double doors and walked to this secluded back garden area, that was completely empty...or so I thought, until I heard a bunch of yelling followed by the noise of shattered glass. making me flinch as my eyes widened, it sounded like it was coming from the pillar infront of me. even though I couldn't see anyone, it sounded intense.

"WELL FUCK YOU TOO!" I overhear someone shout making me look over. Ouuu this exciting... I know I shouldn't be ease dropping but...

"STUPID NIGGA!!!" A girl soon appeared brushing past me angrily and walked back into the building

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"STUPID NIGGA!!!" A girl soon appeared brushing past me angrily and walked back into the building.

"Damn..." I muttered so quietly I couldn't even hear myself, as I stood watching her walk away.
That's when it hit me...

that was jada Pinkett.
And if that was jada, who was she arguing with?...

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