Poetic Monaé • Tupac Shakur

Chapter 40

September 12th 1992: 1.a.m

|Monaé's P.O.V|

"I've got so much I need to explain" he continued, but I just stood there in awe...I've been contemplating for so long about what I was gonna say when I saw him, but now the time has come and I'm quiet as shit?!.

"Look, I get it. I knew that little stupid thing we had is over...you don't need to tell me twice, so if you dont mind" I said trying to reject him before he could suck me back in all over again. I started to turn around but he ran infront of me.

"You don't mean that...and I don't mean that. Girl C'mon, I'll explain everything upstairs-" I cut him straight off when I heard the word upstairs nigga think I'm dumb?.

"Aw Hell naw..I don't get down like that, you think you can just cut me off and then randomly see me and fuck?You crazy bro" I shook my head in disappointment. This fool.

"No no no!, not like that...Monaé you know I'm not like that man" he said with a genuine look in his eye before he added a little smile towards the end. I sigh, he just was too Fuckin fine.

"Aight fine" I give in..coz I mean there's no harm in an explanation, but if I get any sense that this broad is lying to me? Then I'm gone forever.
I feel him put his hand on my back giving me goose bumps as he leads me upstairs, we pass many people on the way, like kid 'n' play, usher, Lisa left eye, I mean damn! everyone's here man. Obviously we gave them quick hellos on the way.

"Now..." Tupac took a deep breath as he shut the door behind him, im not even mad at him..I never was, just upset at the fact I thought I got played.

"I'm gonna be completely honest with you about this whole story okay? I swear in the court of law...on the nigga bible Imma tell the truth and nothin but the truth" I put his hand on his heart making me chuckle a little at how goofy he was. The nigga bible...

"Ight gohead" I giggle a little ushering for him to start, i just getting lost in his beauty as always. This nigga was too charming and I hate it.

"Okay, so..I was with a groupie a couple months back" he started off, my straight expression doesn't change because I'm not even surprised nor fazed.

"And I had my pager and phone in my pockets..I was drinking too much Hennessy" he shrugged before takin a little pause, making me catch on.

"And you lost your pager and shit?" I ask catching onto the story, he nodded.

"Yeah, I got up the morning after and was gonna call you to see how you was and it was all gone. By then I hadn't spoke to you in a week because I didn't want to annoy you.." he shrugged looking at whatever was behind me, my heart warmed at his story...except for the groupie but.
Because it made me realise I'm always over thinking shit.

"I really thought you had enough of me" I chuckle looking down at my feet.

"Never!, you my partna remember" he laughs making me do the same, I soon feel the bed dip as he sat beside me.

"Why didn't you get my new number through kadafi, coz he was paging Dejà" I turned my head to ask, he looks into my eyes. Damn his eyes where a beautiful thing...

"I tried that, but Dejà blocked his ass" Tupac chuckled, I couldn't help but smile at the fact this wasn't anything like I thought it would be. And I'm glad Dejà wasn't hoein no more.

"So for all these months you had me trippin coz you couldn't put down that henny" I poke his ribs playfully,making him laugh coz he was ticklish, I couldn't help but grin non stop.

"Ion gon lie I missed yo annoyin ass..." I trail off with a smirk.

"Mhmm" Pac kissed his teeth before putting his arm around me.

"Missed you too babygirl" he said In a more quiet tone as I lay my head on his shoulder. Damn I missed it too damn much when he calls me that...

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|Monaé's P.O.V|

"Damn dre? Yo barber pushed yo shit back huh?" I lean on his shoulder as he gives me daggers.

"Man fuck you" dre said playfully, after me and Pac had made up, we decided to look for Dre and chill with him, snoop, mc hammer, nasty ass suge and a couple other motherfuckers.

"Barber pushed my shit back too" I heard pac make another joke about himself. I shake my head and chuckle, he so stupid I swear.

"Shut yo bowling ball head ass up" I spat back making everyone laugh, Pac came over to me and wrapped his arm around my neck pretending to put me in a headlock.

"Nigga I will hurt you!" I exclaim with laughter.

"You too small to be hurt anybody who you foolin" he said back in a joking manner, I laughed even more. immediately kneeing him in his man bits gently! making him let go in slight pain. I couldn't help but laugh uncontrollably.

"damn girl, save that for later there's people around..." he winked at me, this fool.

"Imma pretend you never said that...where the candy at!"