My mind is just a whirlpool of thoughts,
I can't pick which to think about!
I want to shut all the bad memories down,
But more I try, the more they haunt me!!
The feeling of genuine happiness has become foreign to me,
Why does it have to disappear the moment I get it!
Am I some depression attracting magnet?
Why does my every laugh have to be just so superficial?
The hollow feeling in my stomach is killing me.
Everything is just upside down.
Why should I experience it at such an young age?
I really don't have the power to bear it!
God! You have taken everything from me,
But I can't afford to lose more.
Before I tear into a million pieces
Please! Let the wheel turn in my favor!
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Echo Of My Thoughts
Poetry'I watched it falling, dancing with the wind. A vivid green caught my eye. Why did it fall, had it sinned? The bold leaf floated by.' - A Lone Ranger. 'They say, you could rattle the stars in the sky, If you dared enough and Crown the gl...
