He Saved My Life

~ Chapter four ~

3.34 PM

The school day is now over and I am on my way home. The test went very well, so I hope that I will get a good grade.

I texted Zoe on my way home to school. Zoe is one of my very best friends. The one who's always there for me, the one who I share my best moments with and the one I can trust to 110%.

M: Hey! Wanna hang out today?
Z:  Hi! Yes of course! I will meet you up at 4.15 o'clock,  is that good? :)
M: Yes of course :) I will see you soon, xx
Z: xx <3

My feet felt so heavy and I could barely walk the last 20 meters on my way home. Even though I haven't slept a lot,  I never usually feel this way. I have been without a lot of sleep before, but never have I ever been this energyless. It felt like those 20 meters were kilometres, or even miles.

When I finally opened the door to the house, I went directly to my room. Never have I appreciated my bed this much. With my phone in the hand I checked every social media that I have, watched some youtube videos and then I got up to make something small to eat before Zoe would come. I made a yummy fruit salad that had orange,  apple and banana in it. Hopefully this would give me energy.

It knocked on the door and I knew that it was Zoe. I opened the door and as I saw Zoe I gave her a big hug.

A few moments later Zoe said "Wow, this is beautiful". The beginning of my Shawn drawing layed on my desk with some pencils over it.
I  replied with a "Thank you so much Zoe. I hope it will turn out good".
"It already looks amazing! I bet it will turn out beautiful" Zoe said.

Me and Zoe did nothing much to be honest,  but it doesen't matter. As long as I am with my best friend,  it doesen't matter what we do or not.

7.09 PM

With my headphones in my ears I am drawing further on my drawing. It's so many small details that will take me forever,  but it will be worth it.

A few hours later

The pencil is still in my hand, the picture of Shawn is still in front of me, the headphones are still in my ears with "Never be alone" on repeat because I am obsessed with that song right now and I am still concentrated to a 100%. It's so calming to just listen to music and draw.

Unfortunately I have to go to sleep now,  so I went to get ready for bed. I still feel energyless and my feet feels heavier than before, so I hope that some hours of sleep will make me feel better. Maybe I won't be able to go to school tomorrow, but I can't miss school. Everything is just so stressful in school right now and I have so many tests and exams.

When I brushed my teeth, my hands felt like heavy stones. They felt so heavy and I almost dropped the toothbrush in the sink. Something is wrong,  and it's not because I didn't have a lot of sleep because I have never felt this way. This is totally another feeling. What is wrong?