for days on end, we've just been arguing, nonstop. it's become something that we just became used to, as if it were normal. at least that's what we made it out to be.
and the sex. obviously isn't the same. you move differently. i move differently. we used to be adventurous with that. now it just seems like it's getting old. what ever happened.
and the cheating, we do this as if we aren't even together anymore. or even at all. they've all just become so normal, yet, we stay together. like we never argue. like we don't know about the cheating and the sneaking around. we should have been out of each other's lives a long time ago. but we didn't. because we know we'd never feel the same around other people. we'd become so fond of each other, we can't stay away.
we know we'd never get to feel as safe around other people as we do around each other. we knew that we'd never receive the same love and affection from anyone else. and we don't want to lose that.
we don't want to lose each other, so we kept breaking each other and called it love.
— in which they break each other
