A/N Only to begin with guys I'm sorry. I know I'm really slow at updating and I'm really sorry about that but grade 10 is stressful and hard so i'll update when I can but from now on I may post some of my longer poetry because I really like some of it and it means a lot to me comment which ones you prefer and what I could do to improve is always helpful thanks my little cupcakes <3.
Have You Ever Felt So Insignificant That Even A Measly Pencil Has More Meaning Than You'll Ever Have? That A Book With Blank Pages Is More Loved Than You Have Ever Been Or Will Ever Be? Have You Ever Felt As If You Couldn't Go To School On Rainy Days Because Your Mask Of Happiness Might Be Washed Away With The Make Up Thats Been Caked On Your Face Just So You Look Pretty And Happy And Meaningful? Have You Ever Felt So Small That You Might Just Fall Through The Cracks In The Footpath So You Avoid All Of Them That You See? Have You Ever Purposely Made Plans With Yourself Somewhere Else For Family Occasions Just So You Don't Have To Deal With The Questions About How Fake You Can Be? Have You Ever Felt Like You Couldn't Have A Glass Of Water For There Fact It May Never Stay In But May Ignite The Waterfall That Is Your Eyes? But Then Again Have You Ever Felt Like A Spark Just Wanting To Be Ignited By Potential Hoping Wistfully That Someone Or Something May Come Along Someday That Would Throw Enough Passion On The Your Spark To Start A Fire? Being A Spark Sounds Amazing Doesn't It? But I Was A Spark At Some Point. I Was Left There For Year Wondering What Would Be The Right Amount Of Passion For Me To Fully Ignite.Someday, Someone Came Along And Turned Me Into A Raging Bushfire.
But Then The Fire Brigade Came Along To Put Me Out.
I Wasn't Even A Spark Anymore.
I Was Ash In Water Never To Be Ignited Again.
Society Suffocated Me
I Was Lost In Your Expectations.
Drowned Out By The Roar From Society When I Didn't Follow Their Ways.
I Do Now.
(382 words, proud!)