Remember Me? - jikook

|4| Tears of Emptiness

Jungkook POV

What if he doesn't remember me?

The truth is about 4 months ago Dr.Song called in Mrs.Park and myself in for a special meeting one day in the hospital. Me being dumb and stupid, i thought Jimin has actually died or something, urgh i don't even want to think about that.

I sat down in his huge office, with glass windows and nice furniture everywhere. He seemed to be very professional. Which is good because i only want the best for my Jimin.

"You must me wondering as to why i called you in here, you being his mother and you," Pointing towards me. "Being his partner,-"

"Boyfriend." I corrected him

"Yes, boyfriend. Well, there might be a chance of Jimin-"

Oh god please let this be good. I've done my waiting, Almost 8 months now. Please let him tell me that he will wake up soon. I need my Jimin. I feel so alone, waking, sleeping, basically living. I need my Jiminie back.

"-having slight memory loss." Dr. Song sharply stated

I nearly passed out. What is he talking about memory loss?

"Oh god doctor? Will he forget everything? Even his own mother?" Ms Park explained with a shocking look to her face

"No Ms. Park, I believe this head trauma wasn't that harsh for him to forget everything. But i do think-" He looked towards me with solemn in his eyes.

"Oh. God. Nonononono. Dr. Song please don't tell me he might forget me." I quickly snapped at him

"Well Jungkook we never know. It's about a 40 percent chance as of right now, we can confirm brain damage though, but very minimal, which leads me to suspect the chance of memory loss." Dr. Song said with a fearful manner

"No, this can't be happening. 8 Months doctor. 8 FREAKING MONTHS I'VE WAITED." I said as i raised my tone.

"Jungkook, no need to yell, we will get through this together." Ms Park told me as she pats my back.

That's one thing i loved about Ms. Park. She was always very supportive when it comes to the relationship of her son. He didn't care if he married female, male, black, white, asian, american, african. At long as her baby was happy. That just made this relationship even more expensive. I couldn't lose it now.

"Doctor please, I beg you. That is our Jimin we are talking about. Please do everything you can i beg of you." I begged him almost falling to my knees.

"I don't know what to tell you son. We will just have to find out when he wakes up. It could be him forgetting only a week, to almost years, heck even a decade. We just don't know. Just stay hopeful and supportive for Jimin's quick recovery." Doctor Song explained

And with that i knew that i just had to continue to stay hopeful. I continued to pray every night that Jimin will wake up to his old cute self and come back to my arms.

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I did not stop running. Luckily the hospital was only a 10 minute walk from our studio, but i sprinted. I began to run quicker as the thought of seeing my Jiminie continued to pop in my head. I didn't care about this stupid 40 percent chance of memory loss, I just needed to see my baby. Yes i know that i'm younger then him by two years but i just couldn't help it, Jimin was my baby.

I quickly approached the hospital with sweat dripping all over my tense body. As i got to the counter i see one of Jimin's Nurses, Sungmin,

"Sungmin what the hell! I told you the text me right away if he wakes up you idiot! " I yelled at him

"Where is Mina? WHY WASN'T I INFORMED? " I shouted even louder.

"s-s-sorry Jungkook, i f-forgot " He told me while he trembles.

"You forgot? YOU FUCKING FORGOT? " I yelled while messaging my head "Just take me to him. NOW! " I demanded

He quickly nodded and directed me to Jimin's room. I could see his door open, and sound of what is like a woman crying which I assumed to be his mother.

"You are—a-awake, my b-b-baby is a-awake!" I hear his mom shouting as she continues to cry. I couldn't help it, tears started to fall down my face. Just the thought of after all this time, all this waiting, i am finally going to see the love of my life. As i slowly approached the door, my tears continue to escape my body even more.

I reached it. There he was. Up and well. My Jiminie is awake. Breathing, seeing, feeling. He is finally back.

I couldn't do anything but just stare. I stared at his beauty for what feels like centuries. His structured face, his chubby cheeks, his crescent eyes. I just keep staring and crying. Until he notices me.

He didn't flinch. He didn't run into my arms like i imagined it. He barely moved a muscle. He just sat there, hugging his brother, staring at me like i'm a stranger. He looks confused as to who i am.

Does he not know? Why isn't he reacting. The love of my life. The boy who i basically proposed to on the ferris wheel four years ago. The boy who i would cuddle with and sleep with, the boy who even took my virginity away from me. He just sat there. Staring at me like i mean nothing to him.

Oh that killed me. I cried even harder now. But not of tears of joy. This is tears of pain, tears of loneliness.

Tears of emptiness.

He has forgotten me.

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"My own fucking boyfriend doesn't remember who I am! " I explained to Tae.

"Kook, he has forgotten all of us! Don't just think it's about you." Taehyung told me very stupidly as he chases me down the corridor of the hospital

"Are you fucking kidding me tae! That's my fucking boyfriend, the love of my life, the guy I committed three years of my life to and now four! So don't you dare get mad at me for reacting this way!" I snapped at him

"I'm sorry Kook, it's just that we all lost him." He told me once again

"Imagine Yoongi losing his memories of you. WHAT WOULD YOU FUCKING DO?" I yelled

"How dare you! Don't bring him up, i forgotten about him already! And for your information, whatever you may think i DO. NOT. have feelings for him!" he told me

"Look at you. Making this about yourself. Get the fuck away from me you asswipe." I spat at him and ran away to the nearest bathroom.

He was dumbfounded, Tae just rolled his eyes and walked away. I mean i can't blame him, he just doesn't understand what i'm going trough and he is still struggling with what what happensd between yoongi and himself. He has been the closest i've been with since Jimin fell into his coma but i don't give a shit. I just became even more broken.

And to think that i caused all of this. If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have forgotten me. He wouldn't have been in that accident in the first place.

He would still know who I am.

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