ROSE WATER || jerrie thirlwards

CHAPTER 1

           

JADES P.O.V

I was on my way to school, getting ready to be punched by Perrie again. Perrie is the most popular girl in school, mostly because she dates Zayn and her uncle is the principle so she doesn't have to wear the school uniform like everyone else. She always wear too low-cut shirts and too short skirts. No wonder I have a crush on her even though I try to ignore it. 

When I could see the big school building I dropped my thoughts about Perrie and started hoping that she was sick. But she wasn't. I could see her standing talking with her two friends Jesy and Leigh-Anne. They all looked beautiful to be honest. Then I realized they were standing right next to my locker.

I tried to pretend I wasn't on my way to my locker and just walked by. But it didn't work. Perrie saw me and she went from laughing with her friends to a narrow look. I've never seen Perrie like this. I know something is wrong, it was probably that douchebag Zayn who cheated on her or something. And I somehow am her punching bag whenever something bad happens in her life. She grabbed my wrist tightly and I squished my eyes together tightly in fear.

PERRIES P.O.V

I grabbed Jades wrist tightly and rough. I dragged her outside so no one saw us. Jesy and Leigh-Anne followed me. I stopped harshly and threw Jade on the ground in all the dirt. We locked eyes, her brown eyes was filled with fear and sadness. That's when it hit me. Why was I hitting Jade? Zayn was the stupid one who couldn't keep his hand of that stupid girls body. Jade was innocent. I should beat Zayn instead.

Even though I just realized Jade didn't do anything wrong I still needed to punch something. I shaped my hands into fists and bent down next to Jade whispering with a sharp and harsh voice.

"Get ready..." I placed a perfect hit right on her nose making it bleed. Then one right under her left eye. Why didn't I feel better? This is supposed to help me get rid of my pain but it didn't work this time. I kept going though. Making her cough some blood on the ground next to her. I could hear her breathing getting worse, did I just make it hard for her to breath?

When I felt like I've done too much damage to her I left her there, crying. Damn I just wanted to hug her! Fuck you Zayn! It was basically all his fault not mine!

"Perrie... Are you okay?" Jesy sounded worried. Leigh-Anne just gave me a sharp look making me swallow real hard. Leigh-Anne was the one who started everything with me hitting Jade. It was her idea from the beginning. Jesy was softer and pretty much just stood there looking while Leigh-Anne shouted to me where to hit Jade. I don't actually know why I am the one who's hitting Jade when it can be Leigh?

Jesy grabbed my wrist and dragged me into the girls bathroom, Leigh didn't seem to bother and just kept walking.

"Perrie, what's wrong!?" I've never seen her this worried... Was it that obvious that I didn't feel like hitting Jade today?

"I just thought... Why am I hitting Jade?" Jesy looked shook. Then a smile appeared on her face.

"Omg... Are you going to stop?!" Jesy smiled widely when she said that. Did she not like when I hit Jade?

"Maybe... But why am I hitting her, answer my question." Jade stared into my soul with her green/hazel eyes.

"Because she's weak and Leigh told you to..." Jesy looked down at her feet, she seemed embarrassed.

"How do I stop?" That was the last thing I managed to say before the bell rang and we needed to go to class.

I couldn't focus on what our teacher said I was so caught up with thinking of Jade and what I've done to her the past years. How could I hate someone so cute and innocent? Did I think she was cute? I mean she's actually the only one I've ever seen looking cute in a school uniform... No, I'm not falling for her, she's a nerd, and she's ugly. Why am I trying to deny the fact that I might like Jade? But why did I start liking her all of a sudden? Why haven't I seen the beauty in her before? But it's probably too late... She probably hates me.

I woke up from my deep thoughts when I got a text from my brother Jonnie...

"What the fuck did you do to Jade! How can you be so selfish and idiotic? I wish you weren't my sister!"

I didn't know how to respond. The last sentences kept repeating in my head. Was he serious...? Why haven't I realised how I am acting until now, when it's probably too late. I need help.