ROSE WATER || jerrie thirlwards

CHAPTER 3

PERRIES P.O.V

After the long day filled with moments I never thought would happen I came home. I was not happy to be home since I knew that Jonnie would rant at me for being the bitch I am. But he was right and I needed him to help me, no one knew Jade better than him, even though he's not even friends with her.

I saw Jonnie standing and waiting for me, I sighed and got ready to cry like a baby.

"Oh there she is, my so called sister" Am I really that bad of a person? I looked down at my feet but quickly looked up at Jonnie again when he hit his foot on the floor really hard.

"So what do you have to say? Jade looked horrible today, what did you do?" I know he wouldn't believe me but I still told him the truth.

"I dragged her outside because... Because Zayn cheated on me... With Gigi." I stopped and took a long breath, I felt tears building up in my eyes but I kept talking cause' I felt guilty.

"I know Jade doesn't deserve the pain I give her, I should beat Zayn instead. I haven't realized it before but today it didn't help hitting her. I just wanted to hug her..." I sighed and looked down again.

"So why did you hit her? There's no reason then? What's wrong with you?" I saw one tear hitting the ground, I took a deep breath before I started talk again.

"She's an easy target. Leigh-Anne told me it would get my pain away and ever since that day I've hit her when I've felt pain..."

I once again took a deep breath.

"I... Need... To... Stop..." was all I managed to say before I broke down in tears. I dropped to the floor, I felt weak. Jonnie looked shook, his ocean eyes meeting my cotton candy blue eyes. He made his way down to the floor before he softly whispered.

"You do need to stop, and you also need help." He was right, I am abusing people... I felt guilt filling my body, I've been hurting Jade the past 2 years just because I was hurt!?

"What, what can I do? Who can help me?" Jonnie smiled widely, he knew I was serious about stopping bulling Jade. He hugged me tight and whispered in my ear.

"I will help you Perrie, but you have to be dead serious about this"

"I am."

JADES P.O.V

After the bathroom scene with Perrie my thoughts couldn't leave her. Her kiss kept repeating in my head and I smiled every time. But what if she actually was just playing with my feelings, I mean she was laughing with Jesy and Leigh right before walking up to me... No I wanted it to be real!

I walked up the stairs in the apartment building where me and my mom where living, alone. My dad left me and my mom alone when I was one years old. My mom is the strongest women I've ever met, she kept fighting even though it was hard. We don't have a lot of money, but its fine, I mean I'm in school and I eat every day!

When I opened the door I got greeted by a hug from my mom. She smiled widely without me having a clue why. She dragged me inside to show me something, what was she so excited about? When we made our way to out small but cosy tv-room my mom pointed at the little table in front of the TV. There was a big bouquet of red roses, I smiled not know who they were from.

"I'm so happy that you've made a friend honey!" My smiled quickly dropped, who was my friend!? My mom knew had it hard in school and didn't have any friends but she must've hit her head, I have no idea who sent me this flowers!?