Experiences with Rantings

Finding Myself

Lately I've been told to find myself.
But how do I even do that?
Am I supposed to take a journey?
Go to a forest to get lost and
Somehow find myself?
Though I take this advice of
"Finding Myself"
A bit too seriously,
How do I even do that?
To find ones self is to know yourself.
But do I even know myself?
Is that something I can answer easily if I "Find Myself?"
What does it take for me to finally
Find Myself?
Is it because I'm always lost in my own thoughts that I need to Find Myself?
Although I'm lost in my own depressing thoughts, will a ray of light appear upon them
When I Find Myself?
In Finding Myself
Will the Me who I never knew
Be someone I'll learn to love?
To appreciate,
And even accept?
Is this the main reason why I've been told to
Find Myself?
To finally learn the good in me?
And to just
Accept myself for being me ?
It's not that I don't love myself it's just
My feelings that I don't know and appreciate.
My feelings are the main problem.
If I need to find myself is it that I need
To understand the way I feel and why I feel
That way and learn to just accept them?
Do I need to find myself physically, mentally, and emotionally too?
Is that the main point to finding ones self?
If I need to find myself then will I be able
To take the challenge?
Will it be simple to walk that bridge to find
The real me ?
Waves may crash and throw me down through the process
but I have to pick myself up again...
In order to Find Myself.