Experiences with Rantings

Fooled by You

How could I have been so foolish,
To fall for someone like you?
How foolish of me,
But it was all your doing.
You played with my heart,
By pulling my strings.
But I wasn't phased by it,
Since I fell for you already.
Blinded by what I felt was love,
I couldn't see through the "I love yous"
That it was all a lie.
Badly blinded with those lies,
How could I have been so foolish?
How was I so fooled?
Was it because of me
believing you were the one?
Now that I look back at those moments of being fooled by you,
How was I so blinded?
There was nothing really special
About you.
You weren't one
In a million,
You were more like nothing
In a million.
How could I have let
You toy around with my feelings?
I don't see what was so special about you.
Was it your looks that captivated me?
What a joke I made of myself.
  You sure must've pretended to love me back
To "Not hurt me",
  In the end I wasn't hurt but was more
Betrayed than anything else.
  Me with my foolish heart,
How could I have known better
But to have let you fooled me.
  In the end I don't hate you nor
Do I like you as a person
But thanks to you I've learned to
Have trouble trusting people with my feelings.
But I've also learned ways of being less fooled.
  I'll make sure to never be fooled
Especially by someone who's like you.