I wanted to see him upclose again, but tonight, sadly I was home alone as always. I lived alone, atleast I hope he did too. it was 11 pm and I was just about to hop in the shower when I realized it was starting to rain. it wasn't that bad out so I got in anyway, not really paying attention to the weather. his soft skin filled my head, the faded pink locks of hair that I kept thinking about. I couldn't stop thinking of him.
as soon as I got out of the shower and finally settled into bed, it was 12:30 am by now, the time was ticking quickly. my eyes shut slightly, as the rain was pouring now. at 2 am I awoke to a screaming thunderstorm. I quickly got out of bed, putting on my heavy clothes. I ran out in the rain with tears streaming down my face.
I walked up to joshuas white house. atleast thats what I remember his name was I hope. I knocked quietly, waiting for an answer. the pink hair opened the door with a slightly sleepy look. "he-tyler! why're you crying..come in." he pulled me into the doorway. upclose I saw he had a nose ring, black stretchers, and perfect white teeth. "did someone hurt you? why aren't you home?" I shook my head, wiping a tear from my cheek. "n-no m'I hate thunder-stor-rms." I stuttered quite a bit when I cried and I never really understood why I hated thunder so much.
"let's get you in some warm clothes." he sat me on the couch and walked into what must've been his bedroom. he came back out with a pair of black sweats, boxers, and a dark grey t-shirt that had the words 'NIRVANA' across the front. "I hope this is okay, I don't know how big I am compared to you, but this should work."
I smiled, taking the clothes from him. "do you want some tea or something?" I nodded. "yeah sure, that sounds good. do you have chamomile?" his smile grew bigger. "no way, thats my favorite tea." I giggled. "sick, and joshua.. right?" he nodded. "that's m'name." he walked over to his kitchen counter. "I'm gunna go to the bathroom and get dressed." he nodded, pointing to the doorway.
I walked in, stripping myself of the wet clothes I was wearing. I slipped the slightly big t-shirt over my body. I didn't realize how small I am. the sweats were big, hanging off my legs. josh was 4 or so inches taller than me and I felt like a midget now. I walked out, straightening the t-shirt and pulling it over my hips.
josh looked over, swallowing hard. "okay, I know this is weird for me to say, but you look adorable." my face felt like it was burning. "not weird at all, thanks." he smiled. "here's your tea, you wanna go in the tv room? we could watch something.. maybe talk?" and thats when it struck me, I was honestly interested in this pastel boy.
"sounds good to me." his expression changed to a smile with his tounge poking out slightly. and goddamn that was the cutest smile I've ever seen in my whole life. okay so, I followed josh into this back room with like one small silding glass door on the side. there was a huge 50 inch tv, mounted to the wall. "wow, I really like how your house is layed out." my nervousness was obviously poking through my words. "oh thanks, my dad and I built it last summer. she's a beauty." I sipped on my tea. it was actually way better than whatever the hell I've been making all these years. something about josh was so pulling and made me want more.
tyler. stop. you just met him stop.
anyway, he popped a question out of dead silence. "do you like any movies in particular?" he was kneeled down under a shelf looking at the large stacks of movies. "disney anything." I mumbled slightly. "ohmygosh tyler yes!" he dug through a shelf. "how about aladin?" my smile must've been huge. "yesohmygod." I said super fast. his face was so warm.
his lips looked so kis-
sTOP tyler, enjoy the movie and your tea.
he covered us in a patterened black and green blanket. one blanket over two boys. josh must've wanted to cuddle. halfway through the movie, he was asleep on my shoulder. I took the great opportunity to lay my head on his. his hair felt so good on my face, and he smelled so good. his cologne reminded me of summer time and every single lavender flower you could find. yes that good.
I shifted in the middle of the night to find that him and I were somehow cuddling. like my leg was over his torso and he was laying flat wih his arm around me. I honestly don't know how it happened, but was I complaining? haha no.
the thunder kept raging which honestly terrified me, I must've been shaking or crying in my sleep because joshua woke me up. "t-tyler, wake up." my eyes opened slightly to see I was infact crying. "huh-josh what happened?" my sleepy voice echoed through the now, silent room. "you were shaking and crying, do you wanna go lay in my bed?" duh josh I obviously want to go lay in your bed.
I nodded, closing my eyes slightly. "I'll just carry you." he said, picking me up.
TYLER PINCH YOURSELF YOU HAVE TO BE DREAMING. your really hot neighbor carries you to his bedroom.
before I knew it josh and I were cuddled close, holding eachother tight. my body stopped shaking by now because I was next to the hottest man I've ever seen. "I hope this isn't too weird." he said, holding me tight.
"no this is fine, I like it." I muttered.
and then, I opened my eyes to see me laying in my own bed, alone.
I was dreaming the whole time.
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