This chapter is dedicated to jadawalls14 for the lovely message i received thank you !
( recap )
I walk back to my room and placed my tea on a little table next to my bay window I walked over to my bookshelf and grabbed one of my books and turned my light on and sat down starting to read trying to forget everything that has happened .
( skylar's P.O.V )
For once in my life reading wasn't helping me forget about reality , as i keep trying to read and live vicariously though a story better then mine but it was useless sighing i rest my head against the window and notice the sun was starting to rise , shinning though the trees and slowly making its way up to my window .
I was sitting watching the sun rise feeling it slowly warm up my cold skin even though my skin is warm i feel cold and dead inside , i feel numb just staring out my window into nothing .
I look up at the clock and see that i should be getting ready for school by now . i reluctantly get up and walk to my draws grabbing a pair of black leggings and a overly long and baggy grey hoodie. i quickly put my hair up in a ponytail and washing my face with water trying to not look like i cried all night even if i have been crying all night .
Looking in the mirror i decided i didn't care how i looked so i get grabbed my bag and walked down stairs only to see nick dressed in a green t-shirt and black jeans . nick smiled at me and i tried believe me i tried but i just couldn't force one .
" Morning sky " nick said as he hugged me " morning " i whispered in his ear before he let me go " there is a package on the kitchen bench for you okay bye " nick said as he was walking out the door , i quickly said goodbye back before walking into the kitchen to see what is in the package .
Looking at the box i realize that it is from dad and that its most likely my new phone i do not understand how he can get it to me so quickly not that i'm complaining . that phone is the same as my old one and already has all my info and apps load in to it and thank god i didn't want to have to do that .
I dialed dads number and he answered on the third ring " hi sweetie so i'm guessing you revived your new phone " dad said " yes i did and thank you but how did you get it here so fast " dad chuckled " i have my ways sweetie now you should be on your way to school or your going to be late " . " bye dad i love you " " bye sweetie i love you too " .
Hanging up i wake outside and to my car getting in and driving the short ride to school which i'm dreading . once i was at school i parked and just sat there for a minute hoping that yesterday was just a dream and that is didn't have to be so hard but sadly it's not a dream ,getting out of my car walking towards the double doors with my head down trying to ignore the word around.
Once i'm at my locker i open it grabbing out the books i need for the first two classes i close my locker and instantly jump when i see chase leaning against the lockers next to mine . i hold back a new wave of tears not wanting to cry in front of chase .
" Can we talk " chase asked i shook my head and tried to walk past him but he grabbed my arm before i got to far away " please i need to know what happened " " i can't do this '' i whispered as my tears started to fall once again . chase's grip loosened a little and i quickly run away toward the direction i had just came from .
I was just about to get into my car when i felt to big hands on my shoulders turning me around to face them once i see chase i sigh cant he just leave me alone why does he keep coming back"please tell me what is wrong " i shook my head " why don't you ask you Luke and Brad " i said chases face instantly paled after hearing what i had said which is exactly what i was afraid of .
" So it's true " i whispered the silence was the only answer i needed chase's grip started to tighten on my shoulders and it was starting to hurt " let go " chase didn't listen and just tightened his grip " ow chase let go " . Chase snapped out of his daze and finally let me go and taking a step away from me .
Chase suddenly had a murderous look on his face at first i thought it was aimed towards me but when he suddenly turned around and started running towards the football filed it finally clicked he after Luke and brad shit i run after chase not wanting him to murder someone .
Once luke and brad where in sight all hell broke lose chase was throwing a punch at Luke's jaw before he even had a chance to react brad stepped in trying to land a hit on chase but that didn't work . chase started to repeatedly hit brad in the face until he was unconscious before moving on to luke .
I didn't want to watch this any more so i screamed " CHASE STOP " chase's fit stopped as soon as i screamed and he turned to look at me and i could see the regret in his eyes once he seen the horror on my face .
He got up and started walking to towards me i could see his knuckles where split and blood was dripping from them only i wasn't sure if the blood i was seeing was his or Luke's or brad's and there is no way to tell and as much as i kinda hate this guy right now i still love him and i don't like to see him hurt so i wait until he is standing right in front of me with his head bowed with shame .
" Come " i said as i grabbed his wrist walking into school and strait to the nurses office , once inside i told chase to sit on the bed while i grabbed all the things to clean up his hands . placing the peroxide and cotton buds next to chase i start to clean his wounds and wrap them the best i can but its not the easiest place to bandage .
" Done " i whispered still not looking at him just staring at his hands " it started with a bet but -"
" Then i got to know you right " chase nodded once i finished his sentence " that is so cliche " i said chase chuckled lightly trying to lighten the mood " i know how it sounds but it's true , i never took the money " " how do i know you not lying to me " .
" I'm not please i love you please just trust me " '' how can i trust you right now " " please ill do anything to prove to you that you can trust me ""how '' " i don't know , i don't know but i will find away i don't want to lose you " " i think you already have " i said as i got up and walked out of the room and back to my car i could her the sirens coming from the football field and i hope their not to hurt i should have stopped chase sooner .
Driving back home i knew dad would be mad but i have been though enough for on day and i can't deal with it right now . once i got how i was sitting on my bay window thinking about what chase will do to make me trust him again and i don't know if i can or even if i should .
I walk into my bathroom and grab my razor and sit down on the floor pulling off my hoodie and throwing it away so it doesn't get blood on it , i start to cut my other arm getting a little bit deeper every cut the higher i go the deeper it get .
I know i will regret do this to my self weather it be tomorrow or in a month or a year one day in the future i will regret ever doing this in the first place but for right now in this moment it brings me peace , control , relief , in this moment i know that i'm still here and that i'm alive and that i still can feel something even though the rest of me is numb .
I finish up and then clean myself and the floor up before nick see's it and i put on an old jumper before curling up in my bed with tears streaming down my face , ready for another sleepless night .
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the bad boy lives next door
Romansanew town , new school and a very annoying guy named chase padickton he's the schools biggest bad boy and it turns out he lives next door what happens when the shy nerdy girl and the bad boy meet .