What if...?

Chapter 15 - Welcome back

I just ran out of my room and downstairs, grabbed the car keys and ran outside. I stopped immediately when I saw him. I felt the tears down my cheek, as it went down my throat. I didn't know what to feel. Emotions where mixing up inside of me like I was extremely happy but quite sad inside. It was a hard feeling to explain. Everything we have been threw together just comes up in my head all at once. All the memories with or without him. "I'm a mess.", I said while crying even more when I looked deeply in his eyes. "No your not baby. You have never been a mess and will never be one either.", he tells me while he comes closer to give me a hug.

"What are you doing here Marcus?" I said quite surprised while I wiped away my tears. "I recently moved to this neighborhood and I saw you and Hamilton outside my house once with some guys.", he said calm. "How did you find our house tho?" I asked him. "Well maybe I called your mother and asked for you address.", he said blushing. "Stalker as always.", I said and laughed it away. "I also heard about you father. I'm so sorry Alex, he is such a good man he do not deserve that.", he said upset. I just gave him a tight hug. He placed his head on my head in the hug. "I've missed you so much!", I say while we hug with even more tears now. "Missed you too.", he says as calm as can be. I can't believe he is here. "Marcus.", I said while I tried to calm myself. He looked at me. "I'm happy you are here.", I said to him and smile at him. He gave me a kiss on my forehead. "Would you like to come inside with me?" I asked him as he answered me with a smile.

I looked at Marcus from the kitchen while he was catching up with Hamilton. It is weird to see him, here, with us. We have quite a history together when I think about it. He suddenly looked at me and smiled. I felt a warm feeling inside that I have missed. I hope I don't ruin things between him and me again. There were a period when we did not talk because of our break up. Things just did not work out for us. He cheated on me and I found out in the worst way. But somehow I forgave him, and I do not regret a second of it. I still love him, and I will always love him. He has always been there for me even when I thought I did not have anybody. Hamilton know this, she know that I love him and there is always moments I miss with him when we we're a couple. 

"So how is the people here so far?" Marcus suddenly ask, and I get out of my bubble. "Their nice.", I responded shortly. "Just nice, huh?" He said back to me mysteriously. "Yeah, nice. There is nothing special about them.", I answered back. "What kind of special?" He asks while he looks at me with a smirk. "I don't know. Your kind of special maybe.", I said while blushing. He smiled. The warm feeling came back. Even butterflies this time. There is something about him that makes me get warm inside. "So how is the neighborhood Marcus.", suddenly Hamilton shoots. "It's nice so far.", I hear him answer before I go back to my thoughts.

What is gonna happen when Cameron meets Marcus? Why do I even bother to think about it? I'm not with Cameron anymore. And Matt. I really fucked it all up. Why do I always do this? And where is Matt?

*ding!*

A message. Cameron.

C- Hey. Can we talk?

A- Sure, about what?

C- Us.

A- I do not see a reason not to.

C- Meet me in ten minutes at the bench some blocks away.

A- See you in ten.

"Guys I'm going out for a little while. I won't be to long.", I just said to the empty living room. Where did they go? "Guys!", I kinda yell in the house. I walk out from the kitchen and to the center of the living room. Suddenly I hear some foot steps behind me from the stairs. I turn around and get eye contact with Matt. So he was still in the house. "Who is this Marcus guy?" He asks. I just get chills running down my back. 

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