OMG!
15 days!!!
sooo sorry guys!
im really having a hard time finding time to write...so sorry!!!!
well anyway i hope that this chapter might help a bit....T_T
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CHAPTER 15
ZACH'S POV
im so dead...
i cant believe that i would see Zandra face-to-face
its been 2 years since i last saw her...
and with the hatred that i saw in her eyes and the thoughts that she had when she saw me...
...i know she thinks that i am the one that killed Sherwin...
and i know that she was really mad when she found out
~FLASHBACK~
(IN THE PARTY)
"there you are..."she said when she saw Sam
but the smile disappeared when she glanced at me
then suddenly a flash of the passed came like an old film rolling...
i tried my best to keep my expression blank because i don't want Sam to find a slight expression that can cause her to feel something...
why?
...because it might ruin everything
( /zandra's thoughts/ )
-so you finally had the guts to come back here?
-quiet huh?maybe that's because you dont want Sam to know that you are one fucking murderer
-or maybe because you dont want her to know that you are the kind of person that you cant trust? that you can kill even your best friend if you desire?
-well,cant wait to see the look on her face when she founds out
~END OF FLASHBACK~
that last thought gave me the shivers...
her thoughts cut like thousand knives in my body
i never thought that she was that mad
but still i cant keep myself from feeling guilty with all the things she said...
...but what can i do?
i cant undo what already happened...
...though i swear to God that i never wanted to do it
"you know her dont you?" i heard Sam's voice
i looked at her
well..even though her thoughts are quite disturbing and amusing at the same time...
i never thought that she'll ask me about that
"know who?"
im sorry Sam if i have to lie to you...
...i just dont want you to know it now...
she didnt answer me but her thoughts really scared the heck out of me...
( /sam's thoughts/ )
-why does he sound so defensive?
i just sigh
i need to keep everything a secret since i found out that she is the sister of a traveler...
-i know there is something that happened...
-what is it?
-i'll found out soon enough
"i dont know her..."i lied
she just looked at me with worried eyes
( /sam's thoughts/ )
-i dont want to sound jealous but i think you two have something before
i laughed
"of course not love...besides, why would i have another woman in my life when i know that i am meant for you?" i looked at her
she didnt looked back
"cant believe you still bust inside my thoughts...you dont know the meaning of privacy, dont you?" she said still ignoring my look
"cant help it...its like your shouting them at me" i cant help but giggle"
-damn i hate it when he clashes with me
"you cant hate me love" i still kept my gaze knowing that she is still affected
she was silent for a moment...
...even her thoughts was not that clear
"then what is it about her that made you uneasy?" after a while she said
how did she know that i was uneasy?
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sorry if its short...
dont have much time for writing...
promise i'll really find time next time...
