Love That Only We Know

This will change my life

I really don't know what to say... Its been really busy for me not to mention everytime I would listen to an interview of Jamie or Dakota it would change the direction of the story. Hopefully it will be calmer waters for damie.
Until now please enjoy the fanfiction.
Also changing who Dakota is dating which is Jordan Masterson because I have an interesting thing to do with that.
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Jamie POV

"I don't want this night to end"
"What'd you say Jamie??"
Dakota knocks me out of my dream I was having at the middle of the bar.
"Oh, fuck did I say that out loud, I didn't mean to." I say grimly
I observe Dakotas reaction hoping she would drop this conversation and talk about something else.
"Oh." she clears her throat shifting uncomfortably in her seat
She crosses her legs and leans her elbow on the table rather unlady like.
"So Irishman,hows your pot of gold??"
She says in a rather poor Irish accent
"What the fuck did you say to me??!!"
I look cross at her but she knows I'm joking
She puts her hands out and drunkingly gestures and says
"Ya know" she points to my pint of Guinness with her index finger "your drink." She ends her statement with a laugh.
"Oh well you know its not my first time drinking Guinness so I guess it's the same."
She blows a strand of hair out of her eyesight and just starts wandering her eyes around the bar.
Well if shes bored I'll give her an activity plenty more entertaining...STOP THAT JAMIE FUCKING HELL!!
"So how is your wife handling...this um role??" Dakota asks out of nowhere
"Well....fuck..I don't think she's being completely honest about it but I think once she has the baby theirs nothing to worry about."
I take a huge drink of my beer
Just thinking about my wife and her mood at the moment gives me a pain in my head.
I start rubbing my temples and murmuring to myself like a fucking maniac.
Dakota reaches out and touches my arm quite intimately
"Hey you're gonna be okay.
She gives me reassuring smile
I slightly kick her leg playfully under the booth and ask her
"Wait about you, is your boyfriend okay with..your ummm role."
She starts snorting
Which is quite fucking cute may I add.
"Like he has a say, if he doesn't like it then I'll end it with him."
She says a little bit like a drunk right now
"Unlike marriage Jamie, breaking up is a lot more different than having a divorce."
She drains her whole pint of beer and so I take on the challenge and drink the whole thing down.
"What are you nervous about filming??"
Dakota looks around and bites her lips
"Are you asking me that??"
She slowly nods, shyly
"I'm nervous for...the everything..."
She pauses and giggles slowly picking up a fry and rotating it around.
"I guess I'm nervous about doing these scenes with you, in a room full of people I don't know."
She blinks up at me and smiles shyly
"I have that same nervousness, I'm wondering what will this movie possibly change for my life."
I nervously rub my chin and scratch behind my ear.
"I hope it helps me in the future so my child can have a life like my parents gave me."
She looks happy with my answer
"You seem to be looking forward to being a father, I bet your mom and dad are already proud of you."
I grow sour at the mention of my mom knowing shes not here to see me, knowing she'll never meet my kids, knowing she'll never see what I accomplished. Knowing...that my mother is gone. Leaves me empty. Leaves me angry.
I feel a gentle caress on my arm
A gentle voice carries me away from the darkness that was overcoming me.
"Jamie. Are you okay??"
She looks at me with a concern on her mind
"You looked like you were going somewhere that you didn't want to be in your mind."
I smile at her but I know it doesn't reach
"I know its something negative on your mind because I've had that same expression."
"I really don't want to talk about it, but know this I feel like we'll get along really well and you shouldn't worry."
"I'll protect you, I'll make sure your okay and that nothing happens."
"I promise you."
She smiles and says
"Wow Jamie being serious who would have thunk it!"
She giggles cries and starts wiping her eyes.
"See the wires in my brain is crossed I l cry when I laugh, like what the fuck!"
"Hey I think it's quite unique and very weird as well."
We both burst out laughing and we get served our second pint of beer
We both grab our pints
"I cheer that we will have the best time filming and make a wonderful friendship by the end of this Dakota Johnson!!"
We both clink our glasses and chug half of the beer.
She starts to get up but hits her knee on the booth causing the drink to spill all over the table and soak my trousers.
"Oh my...!!" "Fuck I'm so sorry, I was about to make a toast."
I look at her and pretend to be very serious.
"You'll be punished for this, why don't you wipe it off, considering your the one who made this mess."
She looks at me in shock and I have to withhold my laugher
"Umm...Uhh..Okay."
She starts collecting napkins and asked the bartender for some water.
Once the water arrives she dips the advertisement napkin in the glass of water. Then moves towards my trousers.
With a little blush imprinting her cheeks.
It's quite fun to tease her, but I know this is highly inappropriate.
She is very close to my trousers so I grab her wrist and hold it far away from where she was heading towards.
She gasped and looks down
"Dakota..I was only kidding, I know this isn't appropriate."
She has her mouth still gaped open then out of nowhere she slaps my arm.
"That was really fucking rude, God my boyfriend Jordan would not appreciate that at all!!"
"Hey I was only kidding, I'm very sorry."
She crosses her arm and pouts, looking very cross at me
"I forgive you!"
She exclaims cheerfully
"However I must say it's getting quite late and I think 1 am is plenty long to be out."
I look at her shocked
I cant believe that much time has passed. Time must really fly by when you're having fun.
"I must say Jamie, I look forward to filming and getting to know much more about you."
She grabs her purse that was sitting beside her.
She goes to stand up but me being the gentleman I rush over to her and hold out my hand for her to take.
"Thank you for this wonderful night miss Johnson I can't wait to find out more about you as well."
She giggles and puts her hand is mine so I pull her up so shes out of the booth.
"You have everything?"
She looks behind her and checks if she left anything.
"Nope I have everything."
"Good!!" "Let's go."
I pull out my wallet and put down a fifty dollar bill.
Fifty dollar bill how ironic..
We walk out the bar and we are smothered in the cold nights air.
"Well I guess this is where we split up."
I smile and head towards my Audi SUV. I look over at her and she's still standing in front of the bar.
"Hey!! Did you take a taxi here?"
She looks over at me and nods shyly.
"I haven't had the time to get a rental car yet." "So yeah I took a taxi."
She shrugs her shoulders and huffs and the cold air evaporates into the night.
"Well I'd hate for you to wait 15 minutes for a shitty taxi cab. Besides we both live in a complex not to far away from each others. It would be a fucking waste if we took other means of transport."
She looks at me then back at the road
she is in full concentration mode and bites her lip. Knowing the right answer before she says anything I open up the passenger door and gesture my hand to summon her to my car.
She turns back at me and giggles probably a little drunk from the 2 pints we had back there in the bar.
She finally gets in the car, so I shut the door for her and go to the driver seat.
Both of the doors are shut now just leaving the sound of our breaths mixing into our own sound.
"So any car tunes for the road, I will be a 15 minute drive, unless you want to hear my own voice sing."
She looks at me surprised
"You sing??"
Should I tell her or not, I really don't feel like telling her about my failed music career.
"Uhhh in a sort of way, yeah I sang for a while. Then I found out I was going nowhere with it."
I look over at her and notice shes on her phone.
I rub my jaw, noticing a little stubble growing already
"Why are you on your phone, already bored of my presence?"
I ask her jokingly
"No, but do you have bluetooth or an AUX chord??"
"Why, are you going to play your music."
"Hmmm you could say that."
"Well I have both actually."
She looks at me like she's up to no good
"Well I'm just going to use the bluetooth if you don't mind?"
She smiles innocently at me
"Oh by all means I want to hear your choice of music."
I gesture my hand towards the stereo system and I start up the engine and back out of my parking spot,and starting driving towards the highway which will be my temporary home for a while.
I look over at Dakota and notice she's still messing with the music choice on her phone.
"GOT IT!!" she yells
"Got what, Jesus fuck you scared the fucking shit out of me!!"
"I'm sorry, put your eyes back on the road Dornan!!"
I look towards the road and suddenly hear the most embarrassing things that's ever happened in my life.