The guilt starts

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*Andy's Pov*

Just as I told a joke to the waitress I saw Isla walk out of the bathroom. She looked really upset and I was going to go up to her when the waitress laughed and I saw Isla's eyes roll and she walked straight past me. Well tried anyway

"Hey you ok?" I asked grabbing her arm.

"Fine" she spat, not looking behind me and tugged her arm out of my grip.

Before I could grab her arm again, the waitress said "well I have to go, work and such *laughs* see you tonight" and with that she left. Before going through the doors that led to the kitchen she turned around and have me a wink.

I just smiled back and turned to see everyone getting up.

"Are we leaving?" I asked shocked that everyone was getting so keen to get out of here.

"What does it look like?" Isla said, pretty rude actually.

I wonder what was up her ass. Wait I shouldn't say that I should be wanting to know what is wrong so I could help her. I court up to Isla, Grace and the guys.

"Isla can I talk to you?" I asked as we reached to the bus.

It was the first thing me and her have said the whole time we walked, I was starting to get worried.

"Sure"

I grabbed her hand, but she pulled away. I sighed and gestured her to go to go behind the bus.

"Where you guys going?" CC said before heading into the bus.

"We will be back soon" I said in a grumpy mood, still kinda annoyed at Isla. I get something is wrong, but why treat me like shit?

CC nodded and headed back in the bus. I waited until we where behind the bus to speak.

"Ok what's wrong" I said. It came out with frustration, I really didn't mean it to be.

"Why are you so frustrated?" She asked even more frustrated.

"I'm.....not" I said taking a deep breathe and wrapped my arms around her. This time she let me.

"I just want to make sure your ok" I said not letting her go. I could hear her breathe, steady and calm. She didn't seem to be that way though.

"Don't worry about it" she said

"I am" pulling her out of the hug and making her face me.

"I just got.....a bit jealous" she said looking at the ground. Jealous? Why?

"What do you mean?" I asked lifting her chin with my fingers. She smiled when she reached my eyes.

"I don't know your just so perfect and your too good for me and you deserve better, so you getting the slightest but close to a girl makes me jealous and makes me think you will realise that you do need someone better" a year ran out of her eye. I whipped it away with my thumb.

I instantly knew who she was talking about, the waitress. To be honest I didn't think she was hot at all, Isla was much hotter, no, Isla is beautiful!

I kissed her forehead and as my lips left I said "all I want, all I need, is you. And only you. Don't you ever forget that. That girl was nothing compared to you. Isla I love you".

She smiled and gave me a hug. It was warm, nice. It was one of the things I missed so badly when I left her. That's when the guilt kicked in. I didn't feel right. I hugged her back.

"Lets go back in the bus, you have a show to do" she winked at me and took my hand and led me to the front of the bus.

I couldn't stop feeling this guilt in my gut. It made me feel sick. It wouldn't go away.




Hey guys! Sorry this is a short chapter and sorry it's been a while! School and shit haha. Please leave comments and please vote. Your opinions mean heaps to me. Thanks guys:)))

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