Why did i have to tell her? Why did i have to be so stupid? Why did I have to ruined everything? Why I couldn't shut my fucking mouth?
Of course I'm blaming myself for everything, I'm such an idiot, I ruined everything for telling her what I feel. She's leaving and probably doesn't want to talk to me ever again.
But she can't blame me. She is funny, clever, kind and of course she is so gorgeous, I fell in-love with her every single day.
I open up my heart for her. She made her way into my heart and now she's stuck and I can't do anything about it, I can't get her out anymore. Everytime I close my eyes, I see her smile.
We had build up this incredible friendship, but why do I have to ruined it?
Because I was IN LOVE WITH HER
I see this coming. She's with that Jordan boy. She didn't felt the same way. She was standing there, getting her things to leave and never come back. If I just could go back a minute ago and if I just held my breath, nothing would be different now.
I begged her not to leave but she didn't say anything. She was about to leave through the door until she stopped in her track and turned around looking straight at me. I saw tears in her eyes and I knew I lost her.
"I'm sorry, believe me I love you but not in that way." She said. Her eyes left mine and turned around. Closing the door behind her.
I know I will never ever get a chance on you but I will always here for you...
I love you Kendall...
