Her eyes, her smile, her lips, and the way she looks at me. I can't help it. I fall in love with her every single day. She just woke up and looks beautiful as always. How can she look so flawlessly when she just wakes up?
"Good morning ken, hungover? here I made you breakfast and here some Advil." I said with a smile.
"Thanks Y/N" She gave me a kiss on my cheek and sits to eat her breakfast. I spent the night at her apartment since i pick her up at the club last night at 3am wasted. Some stuff called me to tell that Kendall was wasted with the girls. Being a gentleman I am, I picked them up and drive them in their apartments. So I just slept at her guest room. "Hey Y/N you okay?" She ask. I chuckle at her.
"I'm fine Ken, You guys got wasted last night. You guys okay?" Kendall got embarrassed "Y/N about that I'm sorry. We just having fun and we.." She said. "Haha... Its fine ken, you have the same reaction with the girls. Gigi called me and said that I'm the best but I can't tell to Zayn or she'll be dead. " I smiled. "You are, you are the best" She said. "I know. anyway ken, I was wondering, are you sure you don't want to go on a date with me?" Kendall look down and said "Sorry Y/N, but we already talked about it right? Your the best friend I will ever have."
I'm still hurt being rejected by the girl I'm inlove with multiple times. I've been crushing on her since we became bestfriends. Thanks to my little Gigi though. I've been asking her out like 6 times already but she always rejects me. I think I'm used to it though, honestly I'm getting tired of it. I promise to my self that if she rejects me for the sixth times, I will try to move on even though I know to my self that it will be really hard for me to move on.
"Its okay Kenny, I'm just checking" I laugh as in like nothing happened like she's not hurting my feelings.
Gigi texted me and asked me if I want to grab some lunch with her and of course I said yes.
"Ken I gonna go, bye" I said before she can talk to me I already left her apartment.
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"Hey Y/N!!!!!" Gigi said with her usual mood
"Hey Gi!" I said and I kiss her in her head.
"So about last night Y/N" She started "I've already told you Gi its fine. Nothing to worry about, I love you girls with all my heart like a sister duh? " I chuckled. Gigi smiled and hugged me. "Sister huh? but not with Kendall " She whispered. I sigh and smile at her sadly. "About that Gi, I'm planning to move on. I don't think I will ever had a chance on her and besides it's better to be friends with her that ruined our friendship right?" I said. "Y/N how many times you asked Kendall out on a date?" Gigi asked. "Sixth times already and I recall them all" I tell her a story.
The first time I asked her out and confessed my feeling was when we were at Bella's party. I was sweating as fuck because she look so beautiful as always. She told me why am I sweating because I was nervous that time and I can't hide my feeling on her anymore. I just want to get off of my chest.
"Kenny, I have to tell you something." I started
"Sure Y/N, anything. What is it?" She said.
"I I I re-really like you Kenny" I stuttered. I face palm my self for embarrassment.
"I like you too Y/N"" My heart was beating so fast the I realized that she liked me as a bestfriend.
"Yeah I know Ken, but I like you as more than friends" I looked down because I don't want to see me like a hopeless man I'm too embarrassed.
"Oh" She muttered. "Y/N I'm so flattered right now, but I just don't feel the same way. I'm really sorry. We're still friends right?" She said. "Of course Ken" I smiled weakly.
