Leftovers

My feelings drifted away...

I want to write
I want to feel
But I can't
I can't write
Because I can't feel
My emotions
Went with the wind
My feelings drifted away
On the back
Of the never ending
River of life

They are gone
Forever?
Or will they
On day
Come back to me?
Tomorrow?
Over a year?
I don't know
I can't know
I don't feel
I can't feel
My emotions
First so much
That it hurted
I wished them away
Away to a place
Where I would never
Ever find them back
Again

Now they're gone
Forever?
I wanted to lose them
Or did I?
Maybe
If I go to sleep
They'll come back
Back to me
On one day
I said
Every day
But are they ever
Ever coming back?