My Possessive Bad Boy

4.

Crystal Reed-As Alissa Rook
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Alissa's POV.
Okay, you can do this Alissa.. just walk up to him, let him do all the talking. If he really wants us back in his life, let's see if he has changed and gotten help.

I'm keeping this from Nicole, I don't feel like it would've helped me.. but I brought Alex just in case he hasn't changed and try's something.

Alex can't meet my dad yet.. not until I know he's back.. not until I know that I've gotten my dad back.

I told Alex to wait in the car and he refused at first, after two minutes f fighting with him, he eventually agreed and stayed in the car.

He made sure to park where he could see me, that was part of the deal with him staying in the car. I see him.. okay Alissa he's right there just walk up to him.. everything will be okay Alex is here he can't hurt you...

I turned to see if Alex was still there.. we locked eyes and he nodded, I smiled in reassuring myself that he's right there... "D-Dad?"

He quickly turns around, everything stops, it's been almost 8 months since I last saw him. "Hey, pumpkin.." he went to go hug me but I flinched and took a step back.

A sad look came across his face but he looked into my eyes in understanding, he put his arms by his sides and I look back and see Alex now sitting on the hood of his car. I knew he got nervous when he tried to hug he.

"Please sit.." We sit on the park bench. While he is talking I see a lot of change in him.

"Listen Alissa, I know words are not going to make up, for anything that I have done to you and Ryan.. Once you guys left I had nothing.. I spent a week doing the same drugs thinking you'd come back, but I knew deep down I have really hurt you guys, I know saying sorry is not going to fix anything."

I was crying, I haven't cried in a long time.. especially in front of him. "I then soon realized I needed help, it wasn't easy. But I did it, I did it for you guys, I want you back in my life, I'm still working on some things but I really think I can do it this time. I understand if you don't move back in with me right away and I don't expect you too.. I just want to make sure that I got my children back.."

I wiped my tears, "Daddy, is that really you?" I barely got that out.."Yes pumpkin, it's me.." he even started to cry too.. I didn't know what to say so I just hugged him.. I hugged him so tightly afraid that if I let go he'll go back into his old ways..

"I'm so-so sorry pumpkin.." we hugest and cried for god knows how long.. I finally let go of him, "Dad here's my phone number.. whenever you're free or feeling ya know.. call me and we'll go out somewhere and I'll help support you the best I can. I love you dad."

His eyes tear up again and he nodded. "Thank you, pumpkin. I love you too, and I will definitely call you.." we hugged. His watch went off and he looked at it, "Well I gotta get going, I have a meeting to attend.

It was nice seeing oh again pumpkin. I'm really feeling it this time!" We hugged one last time and walked away from each other. I can tell that this time is it, and I knew he was sober once he called me pumpkin I knew that was my dad.

I got to Alex who was still sitting on the hood of his car. Once I got close enough, I felt weak, I couldn't hold myself up anymore. I'm so happy and scared, overwhelmed. I fell right into Alex and he rapped his arms around me and went down slowly onto the ground. "I just can't believe it..."

"That was m-my d-dad my my a-actual dad!" I cried, I had so may emotions I just let them all out, I couldn't hold them anymore. I just let it all out.. all the pain, suffering, scarring, fear, anger, I let it all out, I only have so much room in me before I explode..